a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 4:03 AM

photos galore

finally uploaded taiwan photos! not alot actually. but i love taiwan, i m def going there again! :)
i swear i will come back with 10 pairs of shoes nx time! hahaha, and must be within a budget of $100. 10 for $100, here i come!!! (that time i got 6 for $72, so i think 10 for $100 is attainable if i buy alot from the same shop. hahah)

wont have photo captions for most pics. just see see ba!

super pretty ocean

my loots - only 1st day -

this is 'wen quan dan' - duck? egg boiled with hot spring water, supposed to add some salt den slurp up using straw as inside is runny, abit like our half boiled egg but salty lor!

tallest ice-cream/ice with green tea flavoring that i have seen/eaten

the 'nu huang tou' that will supposedly break soon due to the thinning neck. geography is amazing.

f21 top, courtesy of mk. hahaha.

ah mei zu/tribe

okay thats it.. didnt take that many pics as i would prob have if i had gone with friends. nx year lor! haha.

this ROXY shorts damn cute. but i dont like the RO leh. only like XY at the back. reminds me of my 86 mei mei shorts (courtesy of jarren) hahah.

leather jacket yum

military blazer/trench yum yum

this blazer is going to be mine!!! yay - but without the extra stuff la

smallest and cutest camera ever! in a keychain somemore. but will probably spoil v soon too

i love this GOLDEN HALF CAMERA!! gives vintagey and moody effects to pics. but i too niao to buy it for myself. i still angry that i didnt manage to grab the $150 offer for casio digital camera!!

very cool but how to walk. seriously can balance not

also seen my f21 wedges at GUESS but in purple/fuchsia..

lastly, i made this collage quite sometime ago, okay maybe early last week but forgot to post it.. i guess i dont have to say too much, the pictures speak for the past but all of us know these happy times are literally the past now. very sad huh but i guess friends come and go.

R.I.P
CSBS/Animal farm
Bachelors' Club

and i am super duper stressed for my fyp. we are abandoning our skin cancer/suncare protection ship and are now swimming in the open sea again, vulnerable to getting either shark bites or drowning before we get onboard another ship/boat or even float.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: a woman's work is never done, growing up, i have atrocious friends, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

Sunday, August 24, 2008 8:35 AM

just because

sometimes there aint specific reasons for doing a particular thing. or maybe there is/are but its not easy to verbalise it. like for example; why i talked about the osim armchair and 50 years old, all the forward-looking stuff yesterday with PC. or when you wake up in the middle of the night, see your loved one beside you and it just makes you smile though you are only half awake and you lean over to stroke the person's hair or give them a peck. maybe its simply cuz you love them and you can feel it even if you are sleepy.

anyway yesterday i went to eat dim sum at chinatown with PC and it was yummy, brought back home to eat for dinner as well, so i ate quite abit of prawns yest (yum all the har gow!).. and then i went to settle OGD's stuff and meetup for my miu miu dress and then i met PC at town. the rainy weather so sucky but after walking for 1.5hrs i managed to get my flats (nice!!) and 3 belts for $10. (really cheap huh but not really the corset belt type nor the chic black & gold buckle kind) and i also saw this denim vest that was love at first sight, really. the shade of blue was just perfect, the kind i want, the back was covered, not halter blah, and it had cute little buttons and was v-shaped at the hem, i tried it on tho it looked so small and it totally fit. but i didnt expect the price to be 39.90!!! well if 29 i might have bought it.. cuz its simply the perfect one. but 39.90.. hmm shd i wait to sell my stuff and raise that money or isit simply not worthhhh? arghh dilemmas.. just like how i saw this ad on the mrt that was acty useful 'Price is what you pay for, Value is what you get'. Though you may be able to spend $10,000 in anyway you want, but you get diff value when you use the 10k to get a car, versus spend 10k on a tee-shirt. so yeah... is there value if i raised 39.90 to get the vest, or is 39.90 better spent on a dress. (not so dramatic comparison like the car vs tee-shirt, so maybe i shd just get what i like since its not 10k, hahah)

oh well, we shall see! anyway today is my last day of working at arvato. strange feeling that i am gonna leave that place forever, really forever this time round. no more stepping into SGX, no more pass to tap, no more locker.. though i dont have like super fond memories of this place but its the office that i spent 4 years working at, from post jc to now man.. but i guess its also appropriate to say goodbye cuz i have already said goodbye to the other memories linked to that area. so yeah now is the physical goodbye! and from now on, every sunday can see isaac!! yay!

i need to look for tuition leh!! hope all things turn out right ba.. now my head's filled with ways to make $$$$.... and i realise, men are all the same. they are practical no matter what they say when they claim to love you. just like how women are innately emotional ba and remember almost every damn thing though when they love you, they tend to say otherwise to spike you.

''My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.''
-Stardust

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: a woman's work is never done, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

Friday, August 22, 2008 11:34 PM

a random set

actually, humans are conditioned to be the way we are now
just like how sometimes people say love is like a habit..
if that is so, i guess we can always re-condition ourselves to accept certain scenarios that dont fit with our current mindsets
maybe the world is such that, you can only live practically and not idealistically/romantically
you can have all the romantic love, but if there is no bread on the table, then what is love?
of course there are those people who find both romantic love together with gold on the table, but not everyone can be that lucky.
i guess we all should condition ourselves to accept what we have and not compare with others
because comparison is endless
is that resignation of fate, or just striving to be contented in life?
its open-ended

what your eye doesn't see, your heart doesn't desire. noel said this today and i thought it makes alot of sense. imagine if all we see in the world is toyota cars and we dont ever set sight on merz or Ferrari, then we would have conditioned ourselves to believe and think that having a toyota is sufficient. but because we know there are other beauties out there, we lust after the others. many times looking back there are many things i could have not bought, but lust caused me to think that i must have this item. but after i own it, somehow, it seems that i will have other things on my to-buy list. sometimes, maybe its true - what u dont own, you cherish/appreciate its beauty more so than what you own, because you tend to take them for granted. same goes for relationships i guess. but there's always 2 sides to a coin.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: why must we label everything?

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 11:43 PM

is love a fact or an opinion?

christian louboutins.. the shoes that i lust so much for...

the bow behind is just so sexxxxxxxxxy! and i want a nice pair of nude pumps like that!

this YSL ring i want!! super whimsical.

doesnt this dress just reminds you of the christian louboutin stripey wedges i posted before?
cool huh!

and matching furniture to go with! i love the 1st one!
super mod

and i know its a minor detail but the scarf on the lamp on the left side of the photo just glams up the room and makes me wanna steal the scarf for my own use!!

i want the bartop in my house nx time.

nice spiral stairs but i have a phobia of them acty, when i have to go down via such stairs

messy but organised.

probably cant see it here but her fingernails are lime green! so nice! and her skirt very pretty. somehow i am into skirts now.

still looking for my white tiered skirt leh, didnt quite like the model's face so i cropped it :x

the coral one also absolutely pretty with the gradation of tones, almost puts the plain white one to shame, if not for the fact that i know the white one is really pretty when worn in real life

and yeah i cut my fringe into bangs too. hmm most comments have been positive unlike the 1st time i cut my hair short from very long in yr 1. lol. but it takes a while for some ppl to recog me in person. they will like squint at me for sometime then recog me..

personally i m quite glad i tried it! its quite similar to the effect i want just that my hair is not long enough at the back. but i love how the bangs slope downwards perfectly to the side of my face. looks like the hair dresser put a bowl on it right haha but yea i think its not a nightmare hair cut. :) but like darling said, i become less feminine looking. instead, now is cute + younger. (okay la so can fake as sweet 16 ma!) well hair can always grow back... not sure when i will grow back anyway, cuz it will probably be quite irritating to grow it back without irritating my eyes.. also nt sure how it will grow out now that i have no parting. but hor, doesnt really make my face smaller as the hairdresser said. chey bluff me!

and i so want/need/hope/wish for a blazer....................... a military one is almost too tough to find so let me find a black one like in the pics plsss, its damn stylish