a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

Hit Counters

:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, June 21, 2007 11:45 PM

goodbye

so tomorrow is the day.
HK here i come.
alot of unhappy events this week, quarrels, tears, disappointment, anger.. and a break up tornado wind has swept the hall. everyone's getting wasted.
but we will strive on.

and unbelievably, one member (no, lets make it ex-member) of foc comm saw me at city hall today and keep shouting 'xiuyun!!' and i turned around, saw the person and was tempted to ignore him. so i said, yup whats up? then he (yes, a male) said, oh no lah i saw u from far and so came n say hi lor. i said, oh okay, bye.. but then his room mate made me more angry. quit le also dont have any responsibility or freaking sympathy left. sms him a few days ago asking him to email me the pending stuff or confirmed deals. nv replied, so i email him. today sms him again, den he said, oh got nothing pending or confirmed. wth. i very pissed i replied, den that time i sms you reply me la. well, i will grow stronger i guess. i believe this yr after foc, i will feel like i have learnt and grew just like i did after last yr foc.

then again, i feel sympathy for these freshies, who have such bad memories or vague memories of hall life. due to the HAS system, they cannot stay on and experience the fun hall life. lucky for us seniors, at least we have had 2 years or more of such experience, and its heng that last time if we join foc comm/hall subcomm we surely can get to stay the next yr based on the old system. so in a way, the freshies are quite suay.

anyway i believe things have to continue no matter what the HAS system is.. its screwed up, thats a fact but everything has come so far, i feel wasted if we were to all say quit now. why not just do our best for the innocent freshies nx sem? it may very well be the last foc, or the last foc comm by the seniors.

okay now the fashion journal update:

so cute right.. love the grey color contrast with neon yellow n green.

and i found some wayyyy-too-similar stuff at wetseal & f21. black one is from f21, white from wetseal.. guess what, itz cheaper at f21 wor!

similarly, the first one is from f21. second is from wetseal. too coincidental le ba.. who copy who huh? also cheaper at f21. but after seeing the pic from wetseal, i dont have any lust for this dress. haha..

and yeah, u will see me wearing this soon!! my pretttttty janie top.. and GUESS WHAT!!
(no pics but u can visualise right?) I BOUGHT MY PINK SKINNY JEANS, yeah hot pink.

thanks to victor ma 20% topshop voucher. haha.. he's off to kimchi land for GSS (summer studies la) and we met on sunday for nice HK food (similar to crystal jade but cheaper!) and some shopping.. haha.. and heng heng the last size 8 was still there at marina square. also bought another checkered button blouse. its so jeon ji hyun, i like!

not sure what i will get from HK since their stuff shd be quite ex too. but will update if theres anything great to share :D

caddie, i will try to get the maps. and pls take photos at snr camp to show me! hope everyting runs smoothly~

5 hrs of sleep, and a plane to catch in 8 hrs time. gotta fly.

Signing off,
no more ink.

Labels: growing up, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

Saturday, June 16, 2007 1:08 AM

I miss Korean

haha surprisingly the korean paper was okay. not that hard. so i really hope i can get at least B+!! hope the oral n listening tests didnt kill me. if the exam had included listening, i sure say byebye. and i only slpt 3 hrs before going for the exam lor. siao ginna right.

anyway i am glad the exam was over, oh and a funny thing happened! me and shuwan sat at each other's seats! -_- about 20 mins into the paper, the invigilator came to check my matri card, and checked for very long, den after that she asked me if i am wong shuwan, then i was like 'oh my!'. i think it happened cuz i just went to the seat and sw also blur blur went to the other seat wic was only 3 seats after it. so we had to change seats in the middle of the exam. and the invigilator still say 'why u two sitting at each other's seats?' i was so scared she tot we did it on purpose. but it was real funny lah.

kinda miss having to do korean hw and saying the language now. i m sad cuz i know that a few more months i will forget many of what i have learnt. just like the jap lang i learnt before. :( they also dont have korean level 2 nx sem, and nx nx sem i will be on internship liao. so, goodbye korean!

i wish i could be there at snr camp. still remember hw fun it was at last yr's. and the pictures too. i think i will feel left out, but its not really my choice (abt not being able to go)... haiz :(
hope things would go more smoothly for FOC.. so worried for our goody bags..

oh and finally i got into promotional and public relations. i think i really did made the right choice (of at least not choosing journalism, after seeing the modules - international affairs, biz reporting, on parliament, court, police - okay stop before i put every1 to slp).. planning subjects was a headache as usual. hope i get the stuff i want, and maybe SU 'genes are us' if i get to take it! wanna clear all my electives :)

Signing off,
no more ink.

Labels: The more we study the more we discover our ignorance. but ignorance is bliss so we should study more.

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 4:24 PM

~~$$$~~ Money grew wings

So in 3 minutes time, in the time i took to key in my card details, and then press submit, $170 has flew away. oh my heart aches!!

YES, i have finally booked my (belated) birthday ONE NIGHT only chalet at aloha loyang after so much procrastination (nothing new) and thinking.

yeah i guess the main reason i decided to is because i havent seen alot of my friends for a long time and who knows, maybe the last time i see them again will be that day.. friends i grew up with and might all fly apart after everyone turns 21 and had their turn at opening their chalet. also i dont want to think back and feel, my 21st birthday was just a normal bday.
so whats the celebration about?

its abt me turning 21 so that i can watch M21 movies lah. like the rainie yang one which gt bad review.
its abt me embracing reality that i am old, mature (have to be), and a working adult in 2 more yrs time.
its abt me just turning 21, cannot celeb meh?!!
just cuz its my damn 21st bday lah okayyyy haha

and wenxin, leemei, and xh, u are officially my advance party group! grrr.. i cant organize this alone. already got the list of invitees, more or less. i hope the ppl i wish could come would be able to come. the problem of cuz lies with where to draw the line with inviting people. there are people i haven been in contact with for a long time and there are some people i am quite okay-okay with in hall but i just dont know whether to invite them, cuz it might be strange. yet i dont want them to feel like eh why u never invite me!!! u good lah..

any other help at blowing balloons or discounts for bday cakes or whatever bday stuff are welcome. :D

Signing off,
no more ink.

Labels: birthdays

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

Sunday, June 10, 2007 9:11 PM

SPECIAL UPDATE!

Okay I know I have been MIA. But i have been soooo busy.
Next week is my Korean exam already. WOW when did intersem pass.
Was vv sad and demoralised after my oral test, maybe i was too nervous/lazy but the oral test is such a unfair one. no time to read to yourself and understand. go there sit down, read aloud immediately after answer her qns. i dont even understand the passage while reading. argh.. and all the words sound very familiar but somehow i cannot remember when she asked. and we are supposed to memorize the passage to be able to answer her qns. what oral test is that you tell me!!

I really need to get a decent grade for my K exam!! I dont want this to pull me down, pls pls.. my oral and listening tests have been v sucky.. (inspired by sw's post haha)

Friday was a scary shit when i checked my results. Amazingly i did not fail marketing. :D :D and to those who will ask me if psychology is worth taking, i will say 'VERY VERY WORTH'. haha.. :)) some subjects are disappointing, but well, i tried my best. and at least i am not continuing to take minor in drama anymore. got B+ for me and siting's A MOMENT TO REMEMBER wedding website. :)) okay overload of emotions here.

anyway, i am very out of point.

the special update is because i realised MY DRIVING LICENCE IS ONE YEAR OLD! Whee.. okay, one year + 1 day old. 9th June 2006, i passed my driving. Has it been that long? still remember the happiness i felt then. :D but actually i still like to be driven cuz driving requires alot of concentration which i rather not waste energy on. haha.

Another update: i got my new specs! hmm its pretty... psychedelic i supposed. haha will post pics when i can. :) if not u will see me wearing it when you see me lor. kk? shopping has been reduced these days because i had to spend $$ on this new specs :( so sad!!!!!! even had to sell away my stuff lor..

now, i must send all precious stuff to my own email add le.. no more crypting or watever! computers are not reliable. at least hotmail wont shut down, err, right?

HK next week, but i cannot attend snr camp. so i have mixed feelings, sad yet excited.

oh yeah i got back 06-1184 :D