~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Sunday, May 08, 2005 8:29 PM
and then she sighs... been a long time... been thru a long period of crazy computer malfunction, and then a series of broadband connection being cut off... also a job transition, worry about uni admission, and my mad busy weekly schedule... a schedule that nv ends, and always repeats itself every week... i didnt get in communication studies.. sucks big time.. i cried the entire nite i got the letter from NTU till i fell aslp, waking up with puffy goldfish like eyes and feeling so sorry for myself, n pathetic that every moment tears threatened to fall.. got in lit though, wic was 2nd choice, at least not my fifth choice or no choice at all.. and also NUS's arts/social sci. the past few days, had been considering to appeal to comm studies(SCI) but after rec the NUS package, suddenly felt like shdnt waste my time, or bother abt appeal.. but truth is, i m not lazy or cant b bothered.. its just tt, whenever the word appeal surfaces, an uncontrollable hope surges in me.. and i m v v afraid of tt.. cuz the bigger the hope the bigger the disappointment.. just like initally when i din even hope to get the interview letter, i felt so ready to accept going arts/social sci, but the interview letter gave me hopes that were beforehand swept under the carpet or almost non-blazing.the revival of hope.. then the crush of it.. too painful, too cruel.. thats y i m hesitating to put myself thru it again.. anw, whether i m gg to appeal or not, i stil haf to accept NUS at the moment n fill interminable forms n apply for tis n tt.. go for medical check up, matriculation day, apply for hostel, blah blah.. so much $$ just for registration.. damn, they are money-suckers.. thk we r money machines.. haha... sigh.. better spend less of my salary from today onwards.. anw, no longer m i working at arvato! phew.. its been 4 mths there..boring n not to mention monotonous.. i thk i din learn anyting, or much useful tings there at all.. experienced office politics tho, n rather scared off by it. also experienced how demanding work can be on ur time, u dun even noe wat time u can knock off if orders keep coming in (not me, my full time colleagues) and how computers can take a toil on ur eyes..now both my eyes are 225 deg each.. sigh.. anw, i made new specs n contact lens.. whenever i try to wear the lens, problems cropped up esp wearing the wrong side.. painful like hell i cant even open my eye n tears keep flowing den how m i supposed to take it out.. the new specs rather cool i like it.. nerdy rectangular-ish.. but a new me.. a new me for a new uni env..baby says the frameless old pair i had made me look auntie..(only one to say so, amidst many other frens who say i look intellectual with it, now who's lying and whos the truth? haha..) (note: nvm, i m naturally auntie.. my family like to compare me to sharon au.. cuz they say she auntie..classy auntie??) long post whenever i blog.. my new job is at riverina recuitment.. its job agency.. where i am like those pple who help u look for job when u send in ur resume.. quite fun so far though i haven pair ppl up with the cilents cuz only first week of work but had fun reading ppl's resumes.. some of them are really nuts.. while others like cant b bothered.. haha.. realised alost eveyone has a degree, or two even.. dip in this or that.. certs in every area possible.. partime deg in less than a year.. masters.. but most from unrecognised or not so good schools.. changed my naive perception that a uni degree is very great will get u everywhere.. mayb it cant get u anywhere.. also saw that human resource pple earn alot..highest paid i saw is $7.6k per mth.. woo!! at least a few k.. i wanna too, actually HR this line is quite interesting.. wat i m doing now is part of human resource too.. recruitment.. but haf to tk business deg i thk.. mayb they will like arts grads too for our good writing skills n ppl oriented behaviour (compared to sci geeks or research nerds who are always in the labs?haha.. no offence to anyone.. jk..cuz i dun like to b stereotyped either) alrite, next topic.. still dilemma whether to buy the jeans from Gio anot leh.. i noe i will def nid to buy one pair.. i only haf 2 pairs..one abit tight.. the other too loose.. lol.. i m nt really a jeans type of girl.. thk jeans look weird on me.. or the other way round.. haha...or at least i used to b a jeans person.. till jc, den started to like skirts alot.. tis year, i haf bought 3 new skirts, abt 6 new tops?? three are still new, bought from FOX last last week.. actually i booked my basic liao.. hope i will passs!! if not waste $$ ma.. haha..no much $ to learn driving tho.. v exp.. haiz..mayb aft my uni den go learn? but i hope next time can drive babys car leh.. haha.. time flies, its gg to b my bdae in 3 more mths.. dun thk its still long.. cuz 5 mths flew past so easily.. when uni starts, it will b my bdae liao.. yeah.. oh, last sat baby n i went out to PS.. went to watch wet dreams.. bumped into jaren n huay ping there.. a funny incident happened.. huay ping ask me wat movie we watching.. i say 'secret' (its actually the korean movie wet dreams) den she blur blur said, what is 'secret' abt? haha.. she really tot got tis movie named secret.. even jaren was like suppressing a luff i cld see.. so silly her.. den we went our separate ways without knowing wat movie they were watching.. den we went to ATM.. and rushed in to movies cuz we were late.. i saw that my seat was taken by a girl who put her bag on it.. so i was alr prep to tell her excuse me.. den i was shocked to c the girl was huay ping.. n bside her was jaren .. lolz.. so qiao.. even if we were watching same movie, the conindence we were placed bside each other?!! haha didnt expect it at all.. quite a shock to me.. cuz in the beginning, i was really surprised to c they were an item..haha.. had no idea they knew each other. i noe jaren from ocip.. and huay ping from temmy/tuition.. so.. the idea of them tog shocked me.. haha.. both were my frens..hence quite weird haha...wonder if they have been tog for v long.. dun seem so tho they held hands.. haha.. kpo me.. but rather sweet.. wish them all d best.. :) jaren, dun bully her.. she's a v nice n pretty girl ! my eyes v tired... so i thk i better stoip these typing..if anyone looking for job den mayb i can help hahaha.. alrite, tk care .. i miss alot of u reading tis.. ppl like shuen yun, my jc ocip frens (suddenly rmb us going to the elephant farm n watch them kick soccer n paint!! n lewis feeding them with our lunch-bananas..), yan liang, darren.. all my jc frens!! 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