~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 12:05 PM
i feel like dancing in the moonlight we get in on most every night and when that moon is big and bright its a supernatural delight everybodys dancing in the moonlight dancing in the moonlight everybodys feeling warm and bright its such a fine and natural sight everybodys dancing in the moonlight - Dancing in the moonlight --- joke of 29 June euros 700,000 for 7 course meal. uob, hsbc, citibank credit cards accepted. but no discount. eat free for every 7 times you dine at Val's kitchen hahaha... the full moon has never looked so perfect. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: why must we label everything? 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Monday, June 28, 2010 4:23 PM
High on Super Junior http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=fXxbvfz7uI0&feature=related influenced by kaka my k-pop crazy colleague, --- "No Other" There's no other like you the "No Other" lyrics reminds me of "You're my number one" by S Club 7 "You're My Number One" Na na na na.. Who, who would catch the rain for me? 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Sunday, June 27, 2010 6:06 PM
amigo out of nowhere i found myself humming this song this afternoon i remember how huiling and i used to sing this in secondary school. haha. it has really meaningful lyrics. it feels so apt now. --- I don’t have to say A word to you You seem to know Whatever mood I’m going through Feels as though I’ve known you forever You Can look into my eyes and see The way I feel And how The world is treating me Maybe I have known you forever Amigos para siempre Means you’ll always be my friend Amics per sempre Means a love that cannot end Friends for life Not just a summer or a spring Amigos para siempre I feel you near me Even when we are apart Just knowing you are in this world Can warm my heart Friends for life Not just a summer or a spring Amigos para siempre We share memories I won’t forget And we’ll share more, My friend, We haven’t started yet Something happens When we’re together When I look at you I wonder why There has to come A time when we must say goodbye I’m alive when we are together Amigos para siempre Means you’ll always be my friend Amics per sempre Means a love that cannot end Friends for life Not just a summer or a spring Amigos para siempre I feel you near me Even when we are apart Just knowing you are in this world Can warm my heart Friends for life Not just a summer or a spring Amigos para siempre When I look at you I wonder why There has to come A time when we must say goodbye I’m alive when we are together Amigos para siempre Means you’ll always be my friend Amics per sempre Means a love that cannot end Friends for life Not just a summer or a spring Amigos para siempre I feel you near me Even when we are apart Just knowing you are in this world Can warm my heart Friends for life Not just a summer or a spring Amigos para siempre Amigos para siempre Means you’ll always be my friend Amics per sempre Means a love that cannot end Friends for life Not just a summer or a spring Amigos para siempre Amigos para siempre goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: lyrics 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Saturday, June 26, 2010 2:18 PM
Heavy rain Like flash floods which occur so quickly brought upon by heavy heavy rain Before we know it, the water is already beyond ankle-deep Submerging cars, uprooting trees, creating waves in our hearts Threatening to swallow this island up at times Just like flash floods Some things occur in flashes Suddenly, Unexpectedly You wasn't even imagining Nobody said a thing Flood just came, just took control --- Damage control wasn't as intensive as imagined Shock factor less than thought I'm glad Once again, digging out ghosts of the past Not so pleasant But it had to be done Whatever happens, I know some things will not change. Que sera, sera This seems overused but Old sayings always contain some bit of truth Same same but different I like this feeling Its been there, all along And it seems like I only gained super sight recently Timing wasn't perfect On hindsight Now its like finding the last piece of the jigsaw to complete that puzzle And I found it under my land Right under it goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growing up 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Sunday, June 20, 2010 9:00 PM
WHO'D HAVE KNOWN; Lily Allen for some reason, this song sneaked back into my brain. It's 5 o'clock in the morning The conversation got boring You said you were going to bed soon So I snuck off to your bedroom And I thought I'd just wait there Until I heard you come up the stairs And I pretended I was sleeping And I was hoping you would creep in with me You put your arm around my shoulder And it was good the room got colder And we moved closer in together And started talking about the weather You said tomorrow would be fun And we could watch a place in the sun I didn't know where this was going When you kissed me Are you mine? Are you mine? Cause I stay here all the time Watching telly, drinking wine Who'd have known? Who'd have known? When you flash up on my phone I no longer feel alone No longer feel alone I haven't left you for days now And I'm becoming amazed how You're quite affectionate in public In fact your friend said it made her feel sick And even though it's moving forward There's just the right amount of awkward And today you accidentally called me baby Are you mine? Are you mine? Cause I stay here all the time Watching telly, drinking wine Who'd have known? Who'd have known? When you flash up on my phone I no longer feel alone Let's just stay Let's just stay I wanna lie in bed all day We'll be laughing all the way You told your friends they all know We exist but we're taking it slow Let's just see how it goes Let's see how it goes Are you mine? Are you mine? Cause I stay here all the time Watching telly, drinking wine Who'd have known? Who'd have known? When you flash up on my phone I no longer feel alone Let's just stay Let's just stay I wanna lie in bed all day We'll be laughing all the way You told your friends they all know We exist but we're taking it slow Let's just see how it goes Let's see how it goes --- it's strange, how "when it comes, it all comes" seem to be happening to me again. a series of meet-ups.... for a string of unknown reasons. and i am running low on excuses. i saw this particular date on the calendar, vastly different things came to mind. time plays funny tricks on us, but im in no hurry. this time round, im taking my time. some things move in circles, others move in straight lines. but who'd have known? certainly, not me. and perhaps, that is the beauty of it all. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: lyrics, why must we label everything? 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Thursday, June 17, 2010 11:39 PM
Pleading the fleeting moment to remain From 'Man and Wife', Tony Parsons Thought this phrase was so beautiiful ----- Alone, yet not so Clear, yet unknown. I'm surprised, Seemed like a series of goodbyes. The truth, and the ruins Or indeed, not necessary. Time will tell. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growin up 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves 12:25 AM
good good news i've been confirmed!!! it feels like i've been here forever though. im thankful for the great, crazy colleagues i have (sky, jacq, shirlyn, nancy and all the others that comfort me when i'm having bad days), and the environment i'm in. little things that i used to take for granted, like air-conditioned boardrooms, pantry with milo dispenser, fridge, fruits and newspapers/magazines to read. (: for all that i have today, and for all that i have yet to achieve... i will persevere on! goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: a woman's work is never done 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Monday, June 14, 2010 11:33 PM
from far away something made me smile today hehe. i received a postcard from someone. it came from mongolia. it's been a while a long while but seeing that scribble, that handwriting put a little smile on my face. brings back memories of long ago. like the history questions he wrote down on the PRSS foolscape paper for me. like the dozen of letters i threw away in a moment of anger & foolishness. just a few lines but its the thought that counts. i didnt expect that i will get a postcard. its going up on the wall right next to my bed. as a testimony that our friendship survived despite all those silly matters (: goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growing up, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Sunday, June 13, 2010 7:08 PM
Dizzy woes Today I almost fainted again Wonder since when did my body become so weak The weather, I blame it on So terribly hot I felt so light headed, and breaking out in cold sweat Yet I felt so hot and my chest felt like there were no lungs inside Black spots swarm around me each time I stood up Yet I felt no better sitting down Its really not a nice feeling I wished someone cld hv just knocked me out Seems like I need to take more nutritions and vitamins From now on! And I so nd a body massage Aching bones goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growing up 1 wore their hearts on their sleeves Friday, June 11, 2010 11:56 AM
on repeat - 周杰伦's 新歌 说了再见 你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕 我的手 忘不了 你手的温度 心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳 身陷过去 我无力逃跑 说再见 才发现再也见不到 能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉 说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里 找再次拥抱 一分一秒都好 --- 超人不会飞 Oh~如果超人会飞 那就让我在空中停一停歇 再次俯看这个世界 会让我觉得好一些 Oh~拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫 但我还是会 不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能有眼泪 i feel so tired nowadays. must be PMS + fatigue + other unknown illness sleeping before 12am or even 10pm, doesnt curb this tiredness. my eyes want to close already. somehow i've been feeling blue these days, it could be the PMS me. or it could be attributed to other things. things that i cant say out, things that can't be photographed. it's been some time. somehow its not as hard this time round. perhaps im numb. i feel like a different me. but it is actually much-welcomed. how long more, for me to keep this up? i can't wait for phuket. another colleague going on leave, and i have to take over some stuff. thank God she is only away for 3 days. it shall be my turn soon....... to dump my things.. hehe. im wondering if i should take a longer leave to rest at home. just lobo and tuang. -- we need another trip to eat the claypot rice. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growing up, i have atrocious friends 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Sunday, June 06, 2010 10:55 PM
csbs - bintan trip (8-10th May) as promised, i will blog about our wonderful trip. so here goes, a little post to help trigger my memories.. incase i suffer from Alzheimer one day or simply just affected by roland's fish memory. our group photo at tanah merah ferry terminal. before setting off.  bought this hot pink googles and tried it on. i look like a fish. a bimbotic one.  here's roland trying out the slide. the swimming pool is just 3 minutes away from our villa. so accessible. this was the 1st day i think.   the blue sky and clear water of bintan...  these photos very "sex & the city" right, hehe.. we are just missing one more member!    and when taking this photo, roland/mingkeat said "感情好好。。 一拍完照，就walk in different directions"... damn funny!!   and this is the most feet-boggling stuff that happened to a few of us (shall not name names huh.. hehe) during the trip... stepping on pieces of disgusting black tar on the beach... and then spending an hour scrubbing off the stains... till i suggested to them to use a toothbrush (: here's me on the 2nd day waiting for everyone else to get ready.  then i saw doraemon on tv! haven watch the cartoon for ages.  then it was time for ATV!! woohoo, it was super fun. although initially i didnt really thought it will be fun but i was proven wrong. personally i prefer the car version cuz its much lower and when you drive through the muddy part i felt like i was in some survivor tv showcast.   we are also going to try the ATV in phuket in our upcoming trip. looks even more muddy & exciting! need to prepare some dark clothing! then during 2nd night dinner, i saw this board. Bad Day Banisher! hehe. so cute... and the Pearley White Protector. such creatives mocktail names.  it was really a very memorable tuang trip. the service in bintan resort was good, the people were polite and mostly spoke english. the beach was good enough, the food a tad too expensive (the SGD25 1.5Litres coke bottle!!) but most of all the company was most enjoyable. the 2nd night while we talked for a couple of hours in sj and my bedroom, really brought me back to the days back in hall when we would just slack in roland/mk's room... gossiping, sharing secrets and laughing at each other's antics. (: even though at times i was a little spaced out, but it was a rejuvenating trip. now i cant wait for the next tuang. really thanks to roland and mk who planned almost everything. i only went for the trip and did nothing at all.. oops! hehehe... one last photo to say it all.  i hope this friendship will always remain... even though it may be hard to get everyone. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: i have atrocious friends 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Thursday, June 03, 2010 11:22 PM
closer. Booked the hotel! Sugar Palm Resort - Deluxe Pool View (with Breakfast)The impeccable design touches extend to your personal space with all-round cozy comforts of private balcony overlooking the central swimming pool below. You’ll fully appreciate the first class array of contemporary and modern comforts and easy to access to Bathroom with private shower and bathtub. Each room offers exclusive individual whisper-quiet air conditioning. Comfortable furnishings are an integral part of the decor. Choose from a variety of bed sizes and sleeping arrangements, and each room comes complete with a large color television, mini-bar, plus complimentary coffee and tea, and wireless internet access.http://www.sugarpalmphuket.com/ sounds good huh. for $104 for 3 people per night. since we are going to be there for 4 nights, we decided that it needs to be comfy. Sugar palm looks & feels like a condominium! love the black swimming pool. perhaps when we have more budget in future, we can go for those really resort type.   i love this shot with the rounded frames. very lomo, dont you think?     Hope we will get an airy, violet themed room! all the photos make me feel so excited.... And we shall draw another version of this on the sandy beaches of Phuket. (:  and catch the sunset...  goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: i have atrocious friends 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves 12:02 AM
impulsive, crazy, spontaneous but we did it. i told roland there's cheap tickets to phuket, and within 6hours, we booked ourselves tickets to phuket along with shujing. the yosh-es trio going on yosh trip! hahaha it is damn sudden, i know. it is just next month in fact. 5 weeks only to our csbs downsize trip. as shuwan & siting are already going on their own, and mk cant make it. so here we come......... now i just need to get my leave cleared.. i hope it will be annual leave and not no pay by then! it is so egg-citing to do something so random, crazy, and unplanned for, sometimes. although they say that two is company, three is a crowd, but i believe, we will still have a good time there. although unknowingly the dates i chose to accomodate the cheapest flight fares, is quite long, 5 days 4 nights. longer than our bintan trip wor. haha.. but i think we can spend 1 day hibernating there... anyway all of us have not been to Phuket before so i am sure it will be an interesting fun and memorable trip! it is also another very much needed get away since i have worked so hard for the past 3 weeks. OT-ing almost everyday. thank goodness there're so many loving people ard me (:  sandy beach & blue sea, it shall be another tuang trip! i really like the whole spontaneity of 'quick, lets book tickets and then plan everything else'. we're only young once. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: i have atrocious friends 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves |
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