~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Saturday, May 15, 2004 10:44 AM
sigh~~ these two days.. simply bad days... last nite, duno y, i juz broke dw... duno whats d exact reason... maybe its the time of the month... cld b me being over sensitive and insecure abt ppl ard me.. cld be stress, cuz i haf ten thousand tings to do, but honestly duno whr to start, when to start, no energy/time... how i wish tis last yr will end quickly. i cant wait... thers just too much stuff tt is piling up for me to read (read & understand)... haizzz i m totally screwed... wth is tis jc system abt?!!! i am afraid, really very... who can understand? the bottomline is nobody noes me better den myself... i nid no one else... no one else will understand me also. i dn wanna talk to anyone.. i will haf to stand up on my own.. cuz damnit, tis is how life is lor.. hopefully tings will brighten up soon... Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:21 PM
i adore his smile; it has the capacity to cheer me up. aha!~ today i'm blogging again! in d morning, he told me he has sth to gib me tml morning, but he didnt offer any explanation of how n why n what. and just nw when gg home, i managed to make him tell me the truth. and he acty rmb tt tml is our first month of being tog.. hee~ n he acty planned to buy me a cake.. keke~ but anw, the plan is off now, as i dnt really like cake mar.. haa i like to blow the candles n cut the cake la, but nt esp fond of eating cake, except cheesecake lor. haa... but i really appreciate the idea, it was v nice of him to rmb n thk of sth to gif me as symbolic of our first mth.. usually guys thk such dates are mere insignificant numbers..he said however, it didnt feel like 1 month only but as if we have been tog for v long like 2 yrs haha... (he's hoping la) keke.. of cuz i hope it will b so long also 200 yrs lah...but he came across as even more diff fr other guys aft today.. haa.. i also thk of what i can gib him tml le.. but muz see whether its appropriate anot haaa... yah, so i gib him a lil hug to thank him. all words cannot express my "gratitude".cuz when i met him aft sch i was in a damn pissed mood due to lit lessons tt didnt go v well.. but somehow i duno why, he is my therapy lor.. stil manage to make me forget abt all d unhappiness of today. i thk i 'trained' him to keep smiling till jaw will drop off anytime, haha cuz last time he seldom smile n always haf tis intimidating look mar.. but nw finally, whenever he tries to act intimidating, he will fail cuz one look at me, and he wil break into a oh-so-adorable smile.. he says i make him too happy le..-duhz- haaaaa~ what to do? he's my antidote... thank God for him.. tis lil silly... his promise... hee i'll never break your heart i'll never make you cry i rather die than live without you i give you all of me honey tts no lie Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Sunday, May 09, 2004 1:11 PM
the tide is high but i'm not gonna give up i'm gonna be your #1 hmm, haven blog for ages le... the blogger spirit in me has died off i guessed... but i stil noticed at least 3 faithful ppl coming to visit.. haa~ often wonder hu? izzit u elin?? muhaha... anyway, here's a lil update abt me, juz fer u guys who are missing me terribly... (yah, right?!) ar... i m doing fine, haf nv been better... haha... yest went for songfest, rachel got consolation prize for her singing, wic was kinda sad but she at least got the trophy she wanted all along! lolz.. anyway, there was a guest, mtv denise keller... woo! damn pretty n slim, juz lik a model.. wonder hw much they paid her to come sia.. some of the guys got lucky to b able to hug her.. haha... and the whole audi went wild with envy.. i bet huggie bear (yanliang) was most jealous of all!! haha... anyway, the bands wer most great.. for $2.50, for more can u ask for? but i was surprised so many ppl came, the whole audi was packed... and in d end, silly also got go.. haaa cuz his fren cldnt make it so gif him d ticket... luckily for him, the cold was bearable.. hee the sad ting was tt i lost the flowers i wanted to gif rachel!! damn... so heartbreak sia.. haiz cuz i wrap the flowers myself, so pretty lor den duno when it fell out of my bag... =( tings bw me n him are good, looking good... my prev worries are prob unneccesary la.. but nw wif him, i exp a feeling i nv felt b4... its like last time, i worried abt myself change heart, not the guy... but now, i dun haf any fears i will like someone else or wat, rather i afraid he will haf a change of heart. but anw, we talked it thru, and he assured me...till i bery touched lor.. haaa!~ ok la, tts abt all... duno y now i feel as if blogging is like losing privacy lyk tt... haha... so betta nt blog so much, ltr i tempted to tell everyting tt happened... heeeeeeee~ all u frenz, just nid to noe i'm riding on high waves now... happy me :) hope u all are happy too! Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves |
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