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没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Thursday, June 26, 2008 5:33 PM
fantasizing i think my maternal instincts are kicking in. i see jumpers and i think aww how cute isaac will look in those i see baby clothes and i feel excited thinking if i have a girl, i can dress her up. (boys clothes are boring!) and worse i was at bugis departmental store (BHG sounds too obiang!) and i saw those cutlery and kitchen stuff, and i was thinking 'i want this drainer, this set of fork and spoon, these cups..' i just wanna quickly set up my own home get my own furniture renovate it the way i want with a kitchen bar that has an electric stove, user-friendly shelves, nice kitchen tops for me to cook, and a oven for me to bake!! paintings on the walls, large shoe cupboard, cosy sofa, no overly wide screen TVs in the living room bath-tub, glass shower and full length mirror in the toilet, diamond-rimmed toilet seat (yeah right) queen size bed with satin bedsheet (wahahaha i can slide off the bed) and a table for me to do my makeup and frosted glass cupboards and pretty curtains to maintain my privacy okay i m getting carried away all these need $$ and more time and marriage none of which i have. i have fading youth :( i think i will go get tattooed if i get 2nd upper honors nx yr. is that a gd enuff excuse? hahah. it depends on luck, so i will leave it to fate. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growing up 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Wednesday, June 25, 2008 4:19 PM
everything i can think of i m so impatient with my hair, takes too long to grow! i wanna get bangs but i thk i cant carry it of :( hers is so nice!  and her hair is so pretty!  sentosa trip - more photos! too lazy to caption them so just scroll to see!         my f21 rianna wedges are here, omgosh. collecting on sat. shipping was hefty :( but then its not av in SG, pray hard hard it fits pls......  i like this!! so victoria secret, only 9.80 (erm, usd) (edit: was wonderin why the color combi so familiar, yuan lai its cuz my slippers are also pink and white stripes!! :D)  and i luff like mad when i saw these 2 pics. victor's face expression very priceless LOL hahahahhahaha .jpg) .jpg) nice hair and legs.  i would be this woman someday, a cupboard full of shoes! wahah...  goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: i have atrocious friends, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves 12:52 PM
love and friendship and the rest Matches to the keyholes do not come so easily, forcing the key into a hole that doesn't match will have zero result - the door will remain shut. To be able to get along well with someone is common. To live with someone and come to accept all all their good and bad habits forever is not as easily achievable. Things do not work out well between me and them for valid reasons - wrong timing, character clashes, immaturity etc. But we all learn......we learn from our mistakes and minimise them in the next relationship. I am so grateful for the complete full closures I had for both relationships, as I have not lost them as pals. At the same time there are no longer any traces of negative feelings I have toward them. The long period of time taken to rebuild my independence is the most vital element that enabled me to emerge a wiser and more emotionally rational person now. **Credits to mooksy i found this paragraph on this girl's blog wic siting showed me.. and it really is very well written and meaningful. it fully embodies the sad truth about 2 ppl in a relationship, that it doesnt always work out as much as we want it to, and at the end of the day, the 2 ppl who were once seemingly perfect for each other part ways, but whats important is what they take away from the relationship - memories and lessons. and the next best thing after breakup is of course the friendship. i like the last sentence the most. it really describes how i feel and i have no regrets that i took so 'long' to get over. no repression of feelings means no bouncing back of feelings. anyway im gg to post more photos of the sentosa trip. :)) go watch You dont mess with the zohan, i will give it 4.5/5! its damnn funny and i love comedies! hahha.. super nice movie. and i got my non-auth LV stuff, yay so nice! outside look damn real lor. just cannot open up wahaha.. anyway, i m very excited about the eshop biz that me and siting are setting up! we have settled on the name - gorgeousdaze (daze is a pun for days).. on hindsight, we shd have added 'our' to become ourgoreousdaze but oh well. it still sounds puuuuurfect :) hope our first batch of clothes will sell well! something she said yesterday hit me - her father told her to go ahead and set up online biz cuz we are still young, theres nth much to lose. so true. pls patronise our shop when its ready!:) [Sitting Duck]: XIUYUN my msn msges not getting thru i think says (3:45 PM): eh xy must promise me next time we haf kids and everything we'll still gather at each other's hse and bitch abt our husbands k [Sitting Duck]: XIUYUN my msn msges not getting thru i think says (3:46 PM): hahahaha me n other sec sch jc friends always promise..then in the end like cannot shi xian one cos conflict, drift apart and everything so sad see siting suddenly so emo. haha. yeah but its funny 'bitch about our husbands' wahahah. if we want to bitch we cannot gather at each other's hse, must go starbucks or sth lo! [Sitting Duck]: XIUYUN my msn msges not getting thru i think says (3:59 PM): yeah i heard europe or dunno LV bags are cheaper by abt 3-400 but then ur air ticket there is already sky high I'll be your best kept secret. says (3:59 PM): haha buy during honeymoon I'll be your best kept secret. says (3:59 PM): husband sure say OK! WAHAHHAHA goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: i have atrocious friends, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Monday, June 23, 2008 9:47 PM
resurrection this morning i was organising my emails and happened to read some of them and felt slightly emotional when reading never questioned why but it was a passing feel, a tinge of sadness of the outcome of that event that brought me so much happiness and sadness there they were, the words of love written with so much gusto, confidence and joy there they were, the words of pain, hurt, insecurity and despair, as well now i see things so clearly, now i understand better why that mistake occurred, and maybe this proves everything happens for a reason (just whether u know or are able to see the reason that lies underneath somewhere) the damage occurred earlier than we thought its like the road was cracked, but we continued to drive on it, and then lighting struck and caused the street lights to blow, but again, we continued the journey thinking we could make it to the destination as long as we drive slowly, carefully and give it time (for the lights to light up again, for the cracks to be mended) but eventually we drove and drove and then we realise it was just not feasible and possible anymore to reach that destination on that cracked road without lights. isnt my analogy good. hahaha. but well, its all over now. just a passing feel. no consequences. liberation at last. last saturday CLEO the great swimsuit event.   we were caught on nightlife.sg kinda ironic since it was afternoon at sentosa. haha.  we got STOMPed too!  my tattoo! i love it.  close up. why dont they tattoo under anaesthesia? i am in love with LV. think they are very classy, and even nicer than the rest of chanel stuff, except chanel 2.55 of course (i m in love with the mustard one!) siting got me these 2 from vietnam. the non-authentic (sounds much better than fake!) ones of course !! but as i said, i wont mind if u get me real ones :D so pretty! gonna compare them to these pictures when i meet her later. thanks babe:)) i <3>   the white one also looks very pretty hor. like so pristine. but i bet its just the picture.  pretty coin pouch. but i rather have the bag then some small coin pouch. i want the NEVERFULL and NOE! (erm that looks like NOEL, hahaha) i want NOE! and NOEL. i got NOEL so whos giving me NOE!  k gtg. update more soon. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Friday, June 13, 2008 2:10 PM
all things good i shd set up another blog for all my fashion craze man. haha. with regards to my suggested new livejournal account, darling suggestedilovepiggychan.livejournal.com HAHAH. so cute. kk. time for some serious eyecandies. F21. long skirts but really love the design and cut. the nautical one (too bad its not navy) will be great paired with my white tank for a summery look! the white & black one is perfect for work. makes me wanna quickly graduate to go work. haha.   and move over, ASOS, i have found another great website for great and cheap shoes. UrbanOriginal is my new best friend (online) haha. just look at this.   and then compare it with this. besides the fact that the 2nd pic looks more shiny and is probably patent, the design is 99.9% similar..  and this is from mother-of-all-heels Christian Louboutin! USD 695 okay. and the one above from UrbanOriginal? USD $12.99 at sale price. i am so getting it when i see anyone spreeing. (edit: i bought it already!!) i can buy like 53 pairs of it from UO if i buy the CL one. i fell in love with this stripey wedges when i saw paris hilton wear it. also plus the fact its from CL.. haha. its a statement piece definitely..   my SENSE 'doggy' dress is actually a Lanvin-inspired piece, and it was sold at topshop for $89, i wanted it but after a movie i went back it was sold out, and only a few mths later did siting chanced upon it at SENSE and told me! so yeah.. i have this runway worthy dress at $49 i think.. :) why isit nicknamed 'doggy' dress? because roland wong said that to siting when she tried that dress. hahaha.  anyway back to more shoes from UrbanOrg.   once the wedges come and the size fits, then it will be time to attack the others! hahah :D this cut out one is very pretty, and comes in white, black and fuschia... after much deliberation, i eliminated fuschia (for the pure sake of practicality), and tried to eliminate black by telling myself black is 'nothing to shout about' (credit to noel), but tough choice still. well, we will see.   i like zebra stripes and all kinds of stripes. dont know why. but after sometime, the front part of this zebra flats looks abit weird.  wahh dont i wish i could have this whole row of shoes!! one in every color. plus its tie dye inspired. really pretty. my vote goes to ermm.. the green and pink one..  and i like kate moss's flats, so pretty.  pretty dress from kate moss's collection earlier on in Topshop, i want my wedding gown to be a toga like that but with lace that stretch all the way to the back, wah hot hot.. and a can-can under the gown. hmm but then again, i would also like a bareback gown that ends at the lower back. hahaha.. or maybe with a tie-back ribbon like....  this!!! nice right.... but imagine its all white.. wah i could be a wedding gown designer. this one week of leave, i did many things with darling :) we went cycling and picnic at pasir ris park last sat, then swimming on monday, and lots of cooking (yay!! darling cooked for me to yum yum!) and we also watched "you dont mess with the zohan" today. it was superrrrrr funny i laughed very loud!! super nice to watch. adam sandler is very funny, the way he speaks. the show is abit racist lah, the middle eastern guys either take out their bombs/guns/talk violence half the time. lots of stereotypes but its funny lah.. go and watch!! oh and we even made tang yuan together leh, so now we can 'yuan yuan man man' hahah so cheesy!! :D but yeah our tang yuan very yummy last friday was the 'official' end date of my internship at dba. looking back it really has been such a fast ride, its really surreal. i still remember the first day there, still remember the first few weeks me and eunice were sitting tog at the small makeshift tables..trying lunch at the different places and then shopping at Charles & Keith during lunch and then me doing budget sheets, presentation and other frivolous stuff and then subsequently getting more involved in the projects... and now by right, i would have said goodbye to everyone like eunice did, if not for the fact that i extended it. so 3 more weeks, then its the real goodbye. maybe i will still 'see you' if i do go back there to work. we have to see how things work out, if they give me a good starting pay, i will go!! muahhaa.. cuz the location very mafan have to walk alot, and theres not much nice food there. :( i bet i will feel nostalgic after leaving db.. in fact ever since we moved to the new office, i kinda missed the old office and the old, more open and friendly atmosphere. now, it feels bit more stuffy and dusty and corporate, i guess? the good old times. but at least i made some friends there.. haha next time zul wont disturb me anymore, but not like he has the chance to do so as often now due to the double storey in the office. subject registration tomorrow! hope i can fastest finger first. i bet in another blink of the eye, foc will be here, school will start, i will turn 22 (can you believe the ticket seller asked me how old i am today? for NC16 show! hahah, i am not sweet16, i am below 16! then i said 'twenty-...' and she cut me off with an 'okay'), and fyp will take my breath away, and then a few more modules and 3 more exams to take, and goodbye school, hello working. why do i anticipate it yet feel abit nervous about my future. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: a woman's work is never done, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Wednesday, June 11, 2008 5:07 PM
suddenly i felt like listening to this song. really liked it and s club 7 songs when i was, like secondary sch/jc?? haha. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves 4:49 PM
hidden meanings some chinese song. these words are true. 有些故事 不必說給每個人聽 有些情緒 是該說給懂的人聽 Ne yo - make it work i guess this song really says alot about maintaining a relationship... This can only be as good as we both make it Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt) We can be as happy as we want to be girl But we gotta make it work We gotta make it work... Sometimes i love you More than you'll ever know Other times you get on my nerves (hey) (TRUE!!) That's just reality No, it can't always be Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words Thick and thin, (ooh) The bad outweighs the good sometimes (TRUE!!) That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up (TRUE!!) My problems are yours,and yours are mine This can only be as good as we both make it (TRUE!!) Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt) We can be as happy as we want to be girl But we gotta make it work We gotta make it work... reminds me of "have you ever" by s club 7 Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over Knowing there's so much more to say Suddenly the moment's gone And all your dreams are upside down And you just wanna change the way the world goes round i have walked away when it was wrong to, and i have also dragged my feet far too long when i should have walked away... so this time, i hope i dont have to do either. 我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣 goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growing up, lyrics 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves 11:43 AM
long overdue post really sleepy! siting and i bought non auth agnes b bags! haha also bought some extras for sale. its only 20+ and the real ones cost $300+.. my colleague's lobang. look totally the same lor.. i acty want the navyblue/black one but no more, so got the light blue one, so tiffany & co haha.. i like the waterproof material.. can use to put laptop hahaha... the pouches also very cute, but din have matching one for mine.    Gorgeous model right, almost like plastic barbie... is due to the wonders of makeup!!! so flawless  omg look at the before photo! her eye area... and her blotchy skin.  more asos! i love the stripe skirt. if its blue, it will be so nautical. and i love nautical!  love the puffy skirt. and the white tank to go with it. simple chic + never ending legs  this is superb! so pretty the tie dye. dont know how to say but the gradual darkening of colors just lures me. i really like to have this on my wall!! not as a poster but as a sticker or painted on!! roomie, u so artistic help me paint la hahhaa.. its interesting cuz it depicts what we see outside the window.. but 2D.. it just gives a surreal feel to the room
 i love her ballet shoes. it makes her feet look so graceful!!  i am in love with maillots... its a sexy one piece! :D i wan maria carey/madonna hot bod. hahaha. they so old still so hot. maria carey is very pretty too.. or maybe rihanna la.. even worse cuz she is younger but hotter and prettier than me i feel sad. hahahha.  ah and i love her dress!! the cut outs at the hem! and her shoes with her black socks over black stockings..  'and i have this scarf! haha paid a bomb for it at bugis village which is the biggest mistake in my shopping life (okay not really la, gt worse booboos) cuz after that online spree for less than $20! i almost killed myself.  interesting device that allows u to have a instant keyboard on any surface so cool!  this mini cabinet is so "clinic". like those u go visit doctor at clinic, the nurse will open the huge heavy cabinet and look for your card. haha its so cute!! put namecards one.  beaker cup! haha brings me back to chemistry days.  USB fridge. good for 1 coke. Look at this ad! guess how it works, visually. it is acty a poster against coffee/tea drinks that stains ur teeth..so they use teabags and arrange to make it look like the top row of teeth. innovative. end of photo post. goodbye or see you,I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: ads/design, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves |
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