~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Friday, June 25, 2004 10:24 AM
i just want to treasure every minute and every sec that i am with you and one day, fall asleep in ur arms and wake up to ur kiss. :) hey everybody, here i am again, haha rare hor? finally on my computer and checked my emails,friendster etc.. nowadays i dunch go on msn lea.. maybe too busy ba, or mayb just thk its troublesome.. and waste of time to tok nonsense online, hence reducing time for other more productive/constructive work.. haa~ i m so practical, but no choice lea.. 3 little days more to reopening of sch.. i cant say i m glad abt it.. tis is one of the rare times whr i wish holiday can b longer. i wan another 2 weeks to play! haa.. but acty i shd haf started revising the very first wk of june hol lor, if i have done tt, i wldnt nid to crap n rush everyting now, resulting in what u can call a rojak effect on my brain cuz i m one moment memorizing how the seasonal variations affect insolation, next moment reading on economic growth & its benefits and then switching to lit stuff on "when i am dead my dearest, sing no sad songs for me". haha~ hence, i haf no actual idea if i realli haf someting in my head to reproduce on monday, or the facts didnt go into my brain.. i hope its the first.. yest went out with him, i managed to buy presents for xiaohui & leemei.. arr, cannot say wat i buy la.. ltr they read tis n noe liao.. haa but prob cant pass to them till my exams r over.. so mayb we haf post celebratn?? hmm, then watched tis movie "Godsend".. everyone, pls DO NOT go to watch tis show.. tho the newpaper rated it 2 stars (out of 5) meaning watch it if u haf time to spare, i thk it shd b rated only 1/2 a star.. meaning dun even thk of watching. haha~ it was so disappointing as i had tot it will b a interesting show hence asked him to watch with me.. :( turned out to b a draggy and ending (huh?? what ending??) tt kind u noe wat i mean?? haaa~ but i was v happy yest la, cuz got his accompany mar. hee i thk life must b such tt u r happy everyday, tts most impt.. hmm, when sch reopens, there are only two tings i look 4ward to. firstly, i can see him everyday.. first ting when i go to sch, hee~ no longer will b lyk holidays, only c him a few times a week (but tts quality time lea) but no choice la, hol end liao so must console myself quantity is better. haha~ 2nd ting is not really look 4ward la, but i promise to start wking hard aft CT(strange hor, ppl work b4 test i work aft..) haha i mean for A lvl mar!! acty i do look 4ward to term 3 leh.. cuz its mostly revision time of yr1 topics i m v glad! i nid all d help to regenerate those stack of yr 1 notes.. and most syllabus finish lea so now only revise what we haf alr learnt, it will b much easier on d brain not to take in new knowledge.. call me crazy, but yes, i wan to haf A lvl quickly (over n done with mar).. but tt will oso mean the end of my jc yrs (sob sob) dn wanna part w all my lovely frens.. hope nt ba.. den quickly slack n find a nt-so-tough job to supply myself n my bank a/c with $$$$cash!! and then finally b able to tk my results (i pray all As n Bs la) and b on my way to uni (wic i m looking 4ward cuz it will b fun).. cant wait hor.. but dn wanna step out of uni leh haaa... society is too complex for an innocent mind like mine.. 0opps, u all dun agree? hee~ i been toking nonstop fer so long.. haa, pls pardon.. but for those who always nag me to blog, u all wont mind rite? hee.. i gtg liao.. go out study with huiyi, cuz my next door renovating.. the drilling noise are driving me crazy n will do nothing to help me focus on my studies haaa... see U aft my CT ba.. Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Wednesday, June 16, 2004 9:47 PM
were there times when u looked back to your memories and smiled and chided urself for being silly? i am now feeling that way. just had to update again.. haha once i blog, thers no stopping.. er, just read over my past entries, those in dec when i first blogged.. thk i was so silly to have thought i clnt get over *somebody* and composed all those poems expressing how i felt tt time.. sigh.. acty tt somebody was rite in saying 6mths isnt a long time, many tings will happen... in tis short 6 mths time i already forgotten abt tt somebody and now love another guy.. and thking hw cld i ever thot i woulnt find happiness w/o him.. so silly hor? for my gd frens, u all shd noe who is this somebody ba rite? ppl n feelings really do change... mayb everyting in life is fated/destined.. but since i have come to tis part of my life, with my dear boy, then let me tell u all, i haf nv looked bac n will nv again.. even if i haf a chance to turn back time and patch with somebody n gif up who i haf now, i will not.. :) i thought i couldn't but now i know i was wrong i havent wasted time though cuz through the past experiences i have learnt to treasure and not take for granted i now know that love is fragile and vulnerable any wind can blow it away i learnt this the hard way but i don't blame God nor anyone else for i am now stronger i was able to pick up myself after falling so many times i have now been touched by another soul my heart mended my tears dried my emotions secure my future certain my past buried Heaven has never been kinder to me Thank God i guess everything that happened in the past was meant to be transient but i hope your presence in my life will be for infinity and our future promising... (just a self-composed poem on the spur of the moment.. any comments feel free to tag) LONG entry!! Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves 9:20 PM
UPDATES UPDATES!!! hey everybody, i am FINALLY here again!! miss me mar? thk u all cursing me... 'siew hoon tt idiot so long nv blog, i stil so faithful come visit frequently'... muhahaha~ no la, thk u all not so evil.. aft talking to huiyi today (we went to study at mac@bedok res aka my hse la), i suddenly feel lyk blogging.. but dun count on me to blog so often la, but i will try my bery bery best to UPDATE... heeee~ well, for a first entry since a month ago.. wat shd i blog abt leh?? since i said its a UPDATE, it prob means to let u all noe wats currently happening in my life... dunch u all wanna noe? haa mayb u all dont la hor.. but nvm since i m alr typing.. (all the above is introd of my crap)now the real ting: now is june hol (duh~ who dunno??) haha.. so i have been slacking n playing n duno what else leh, time just pass by 2 weeks liao.. sigh.. only touched my econ mod today.. i stil got 7 other modules.. shitty! forget abt studies fer the moment.. lets tok abt other tings.. hmm, at first thot tt during tis june hol, i worried tt i mite face problems in my r/s, like drift apart fr my dear boy (=P) but then we didnt.. we r still as close as ever.. love him more n more each day.. (haha, isnt tis wat u all want to read fr my blog, dun pretend liao.. u gossipy kings and queens - mostly queens) lolz.. errr, last week was our 2nd mth tog, v fast hor? recently we took neoprint tog, hmm cover his mouth n nose hor, even wenxin agree he look like ronnie.. haa but tts nt y i like him la.. dun worry, he is def diff (better) than ronnie (opps, dun tell ronnie i tok bad abt him) hahaa~ hmm, acty was supposed to talk to him on fone tonite but my poor boy has sore throat.. today 34 deg v hot.. so tho i v sad n sian n disappointed i decided nt to pursue the matter la.. aft all, i shd let him rest.. if nt tml we go out he no voice even worse.. but nvm he will compensate me again muahaa... (ok, getting boring liao hor, later u all scold me for being mushy, see, tts y i dn wanna blog, once i blog will start toking non-stop abt him)okok, change topic.. well, just to let all my concerned frens noe, i m fine n happy, thk these times these 2 mths well compensated for my unhappiness n un-ability to let go of the past during 2003.. thank God.. hope thse times will last forever... oh ya, last wk i met his dad for dinner.. was v nervous at first, but his dad n bro turned out to b v nice frendly interesting ppl..his mother go hol so nt with us.. *heng ar* (see, told u i will tok abt him again.. haa) ok.. i am doing fine in my frenships/relationships/family.. my social life is basically ok, my biggest worry is to get into uni lor.. as much as i hope to get into ntu mass comm, i noe i will b unable to go at tis rate la, but the most impt ting is i can at least get into nus arts n social.. just get me into uni, God... bless me!! pray for me ppl!!! heeee~ :) hmm v long blog liao hor.. tml i gg marine parade lib study.. hope will b able to get tings done.. sigh exams are just a week away.. v fast CT, then prelims, den A lvls.. lil bit bu she de leave TPJC sia.. aft all, i found happiness cuz of my choice nt to go poly... (hahaa okok i noe i m v naggy + mushy) haha cant wait for tml mar.. =P ok la, tk care all my frens who are reading tis.. i will try to UPDATE!!!! tts all fer now..muackz! Signing out, pen is running out of ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves |
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