~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Friday, April 27, 2007 10:06 AM
what i have been UP to after such a long hiatus, I AM BACK!! (like anyone cares.. haha) but anyway, exams are over (for me) and heres the exam review: cs202 - okay hope i din write rubbish mb103 - sucks! hope i wont fail or get a lousy grade PLS let me c a miracle again on 2nd wk Jun hp101 - okay... but i din do a 4 marks qns and my Fill-in-the-blanks and MCQ like shit! hp804 - the best out of the 4... can do most of them.. let me get an A?? PLS the last time i posted, i watched the annabelle chong play. and it was really good, in terms of performance. i saluate cynthia lee for being so daring, give-it-all attitude. the interaction between actors and audience was cool too. haha. she got this man up the stage and she sat on him, and then she "ouch" and stood up and sat down again, this time ensuring nothing pokes her. haha. if you get whatever i mean. next, i wanna say I <3> it is a shopping heaven cuz in one place, you have f21, topshop, zara, mango, mphosis, river island (their bling bling bracelets are damn nice), and err.. ben n jerry? (talking abt that, i am hooked on Tom and jerry cartoons.. jerry so cute.. haha.. not the F4 one, shuwan) and the best is DAISO - everything $2. i bought cha soba to cook at home only $2 leh... haha.. its great place, and i am definitely going there again!! but maybe not in that heels le cuz i swear my feet were going to drop off on wed.. oh and there was the spider man 3 premier gala there, and we saw jade seah and the bryan from ming xing ou xiang. didnt wait ard to see taufik and zoe, etc, and didnt bother knowing who were the xiao yuan superstars or what that came. and i watched this bloody, literally bloody nightmare movie called nightmare detective. do not watch it, unless to appreciate the artistry behind the movie.. cuz the story is a blur between reality and dreams (or rather, nightmares) most of the time. and i was saying i wanna ask the director what he is thinking (blood on the wall, characters slashing themselves violently until all the guts came out.. all the self-inflicted multilations till one dies..) then today i saw that the director was one of the characters acting the psychotic person who enters peoples dream to hypnotise them into killing themselves after they wake. eerrww.. cuz i always dream, so i was afraid the movie will haunt me in my sleep, but luckily no. then yesterday i had ma la huo guo. but somehow the first time was much better :D gee.. maybe more laughter ba. i also eat till very full yest, but not as full as that time. the flower crab is vv sweet. but the ma la soup after adding water kinda change taste, nt as nice. oh, and i went bugis village with shuenyuen (i auto typed shuwan leh! oops.. must be too miss u le.. HAHA) but sadly i cant get the jelly shoes i want. but i gt another pair of shoes bcuz my bata shoes were too pain inducing. NEVER buy bata liao! haa. kinda feel guilty tho of the shopping yesterday. but i been feeling up and down recently it must be pms.. they called it retail therapy.. i called it short-lived happiness therapy.. but well, i loved all the things i bought. black gauchos, black skinny jeans, a b & w scarf, a preeetty pink handbag, pink socks cuz i lost one in the washing machine.. (all pink and black..) and wenxin dragged me to this photo-ID machine (Those u see at canteen A to take passport photo) cuz the neoprint shop close. then we took one passport one (cuz we din select properly) and the other fun one we were the agogo sisters (okay, the cover says bosa novo or sth) on a CD! not bad lah, just cannot chop chop only :( ahaa.. and we took alot of spastic photos outside the atm area.. jia'en was v comical in her goodbye poses. and when we took a body2body qiang bao (her term) pose, she said a guy gave her a disgusted look. haha. its fun to go out with my friends. i'm looking forward to go out with csbs. jiayou for the rest of your papers guys! :) another sem has just passed by, its surreal.. but i am always looking forward to the next sem, and foc. oh and i wanna do a poll here, if u are free, pls tag.. if you were me, would you open a chalet for your bday, or use the moolah to buy the nicey sony camera? and also, wic is nicer. the red model or white one? white one is smaller in real life. but i think red one is the newer but both is 8.1 mp.   okay.. pls tag me if you are bored k? ur opinion will be appreciated! :) Signing off, no more ink. Labels: i have atrocious friends, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:11 AM
special day Happy three-year anniversary. Happy three years. Happy 365 x 3 = 1095 days. Happy 1095 x 24 = 26352 hours. Happy 26352 x 60 = 1581120 minutes. Happy 1581120 x 60 = 94867200 seconds. i cherish the past, i love the present, and i hope for the future.   just a very cute and sweet blond girl to cheer you up while you mug.. and drink coffee to stay awake.. i want this!  i love coach. http://www.coach.com/content/CollectionListAll.aspx?categoryId=68 Signing off, no more ink. Labels: if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Sunday, April 08, 2007 4:20 PM
so strange sometimes, you will see things that were not meant for you to see. it hurt like hell but i think it was meant to be that way for me to see. i dont know why i always run away it was very sudden i think but maybe i really thot that would be the solution to end the pain that i thought was going away if it had ended the way i thot it would, i dont know if i would have any energy to go on. sometimes, a mutual goodbye is the saddest way to say goodbye too. but life is funny in that way, because in the end, something unbelievable happened. something i have been dreaming of for the longest time. but somehow, maybe i am not really used to it, maybe i still dont really believe that i got what i wanted, maybe i think that was still just an external representation of the real thing i want, maybe its cuz i still cannot forgive myself, which maybe is the biggest hurdle of all... and all these on the Saturday after Good Friday. Seems like all of God's plan. somehow i just feel that way. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Saturday, April 07, 2007 9:43 PM
the goodness of Good Friday Good Friday and the day after it are actually two very special days to me. Although the exact date of that Good Friday (9th April) and this year's Good Friday (6th April) is different, but it still has the same significance and remembrance. Today is the day after Good Friday. And I think back about 3 years ago, today was the day I made the right decision. Our first date outside of school was actually on Good Friday three years ago, and the day after it was the day I made the decision, hoping that I was right. And I was. The past didn’t affect me like it used to. And I have never felt so comfortable with someone. It's quite something, more than a coincidence, I believe, that everything sorta started on Good Friday. Signing off, no more ink. Labels: if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Friday, April 06, 2007 5:08 PM
dun understand why some people so hard to get along with why people can misinterpret things and others i got my korean elective. what a surprise. finally, 202 video + marketing report over. i still got 227 website and my script. i havent study. omg. i feel very unprepared. hard to believe exams is just 1 more week away. damnit.. whose fault is it. i do things too slowly le, must be always get distracted haiz. here comes the weekend once again. sometimes i m just sooo tired. but i know i have to carry on. gtg. leaving hall with jm.. arhh stil havnt pack my stuff. shit. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Wednesday, April 04, 2007 12:52 AM
to add on the list... i miss year 1 activities.. i miss the people i hung out with during year 1. my cheerleading mates. social subcomm. organizing the social events. the pre, during, and post-exams activities of csbs such as cooking potato soup, studying/lazing in rl+mk's room, celebrating shuhui's bday at swensens.. (i celeb constance's bday at the same swensen tt time and i walked past the table we sat at.. and everything, the jokes came floating into my mind. i rmb we were laughing about ducks and siting having a short tongue) not that i dont see some of those people le, but i guess not often enough. and i dont talk to them much also when i see them in hall. funny thing is i bumped into ppl who moved outside of hall quite alot. at bus stops, at JP.. etc like lionel. but always no chance to say much. and i miss my last year foc comm i miss my hermes og people i miss my hall foc i miss being a freshie i miss last year's senior camp (somehow more memorable than actual camp.. mayb cuz i participate more) i miss doing singpost with my comm i miss the laughter in meetings i miss practising cheerleading i miss eating mac during cheerleading practice i miss going to eat prata outside (now they have delivery) i miss my old room i miss walking downstairs to pantry and going to disturb rl+mk i miss staying in my old room cuz the rain nv affects my clothes hanging outside i miss caddie's old room and the wind and view from the 59 toilet that side at night after we bath i miss the view outside caddie's old room (the carpark area) i miss hearing and knowing from my room that lionel's car is leaving the carpark with his urm-urm (lol) i miss doing my projects at tv lounge i miss the seniors who were once so crucial in helping us settle down in hall, who are soon leaving us.. its not a nice feeling thinking that this may be the last time you meet or really contact i know i miss very weird stuff, but they are all part of my year 1 life.. so memorable. now that i dont know who are going to stay in the single room area and double rooms opp me next sem, i feel even more uncertain. things nv stay a certain way, do they? Signing off, no more ink. Labels: growing up 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves Tuesday, April 03, 2007 5:41 PM
unable to think coherently i am stressed. cant believe i still have to do my drama script till next week and hand up the week of exams. haiz. i really dont know where i am going to find time to study. feel very speechless. why doesn NTU have a study week? i try to tell myself to hang on, its just 1 more month and the end is near.. but sometimes, i just feel i am fighting a battle all on my own. i took leave for two weeks for my job, and it pains me because at first i only intended to take one week.. but now i think i need that time. $$$ flying away. i nearly lost my hp on friday. luckily a small girl picked it up. the corpthorne orchid stay is probably the most unromantic stay every. i did my work throughout. -_- but still ,the bed was damn comfortable and huge. can sleep 4 pple. i still enjoyed myself, while sleeping. but intercontinental is still better. but the food at new york new york is really nice. also, i dreamt of R and some other friends recently, and it really got me missing the past. in a pure nostalgic way.. like, i would just like to temporarily return to those times, the me at that moment, to feel what i felt that time, to experience it all again, be it happiness or sadness. i guess i have more memories of secondary school then jc.. today, jasmine sms me asking me if i wan to for easter service. i feel happy bcuz we haven really met up since... since i think i got attached.. wic is pretty long le.. i rmb she was my swimming buddy & we used to gossip at tampines swimming pool and then go century square to eat at the foodcourt at B1 before it renovated. sometimes, i think back and will wonder if i have ever neglected or lost any friend because i got into a relationship. this incident make me realise i miss many people from my sec sch life, many of them whom i rarely talk to now or haven talk to for sometime.. how i wish i could be in sec 4 again.. i really just have this strong urge to see many of my friends in the same class as me again.. time flies and its half a decade since we left sec sch.. how much of our friendship would still remain after a decade? people change, people move on, how much of the past that you shared with them do they actually still remember? i so miss the past... maybe part of me really doesnt want to grow up/old. Signing off, no more ink. Labels: growing up, The more we study the more we discover our ignorance. but ignorance is bliss so we should study more. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves |
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