a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, May 29, 2008 3:16 PM

so much came and went that i m losing track

in the end, no kushinbo yesterday due to full house so we went waraku instead. and everywhere was having sales, i shall try to keep some budget for real shopping and not use all online so that i can really stick to my budget and not overspend.

my recent fashion obsession: ankle tie espadrilles. they are so pretty and it will just go well with a mini and long long legs (a pity i dont have!) and the lace up ribbon idea is sweet, sexy, and feminine at the same time. siting says the trend is one year ago liao but i dont care one, all the more theres no trend i wanna wear, so that no1 wears the same as me! haha. i rather wear what i like whenever i like than follow the trend.

its just so omgosh......

this one is simple fare but still alluring. why am i such a sucker for shoes. i think i need a big shoe cupboard next time. dont know why but seeing a pair of heels fit so well, with little things like ankle straps or T-bars, just make me feel so... erm... like happy and perfect.

and so i got my first pair of ankle tie espadrilles from Novo at 70% off yesterday. it was 69.90 and i got it at 21, which was really a bargain cuz Novo shoes are ex and their sales are really great sales. and because i must budget my expenses from now on, i really really struggled with the urge to get two other pairs of heels, one was a floral one with a brown T-bar that reminds me of those cosy cottage or floral fabric sofa (at only $18!!) and the jelly heels that Novo is known for, with an ankle strap (at only $25!). more so the jelly pair cuz it was black, and i need/want another black heels to match with everything. i was like 'think think think', dont 'feel feel feel'. and i walked out with a 'dont think u are walking out with one less shoes, but think that u already have one gd buy!'

BUT i am glad my heart din win the struggle because i must budget my expenses! (right piggy chan?) it was such a struggle but sometimes after u dont buy what u desire, u feel this sense of accomplishment like u defeated some enemy. in this case it was really tough tough tough because a) they are shoes, b) they are sooo 'cheap'. so much more worth than C&K sales which always run out of sizes or are just 10% off..

in love, find someone who will first accept you for who you are, and then learn to accept who you become as you change in life..

i just saw the above quote that i wrote somewhere after the last relationship. i think back then it really reflected how i felt. and what i wanted to look for in the next r.s. dont know if it is right to think this way. but in general, is to find some1 who wont give up on you and say byebye just cuz u become slightly different due to growing up/life's circumstances, but essentially u are still u.

oh and i wanted to say i realised i have the tendency to make myself forget negative or bad memories. i just kind of like pretend they never happened or the people never existed, in a desperate bid to make myself not rmb anything bad, cuz i dont like to dig up the past and talk abt it anymore. so by talking abt it less or not mentioning it ever again, it makes me more forgiving towards my own mistakes and bad memories. just forget forget and write it off the book, like they never happened. so when i try to recall for some reason, those memories are damn vague already. now i dont even write down bad memories in my diary so i wont rmb them nx time as they are not on record. so since jan till now i haven wrote any single thing that i know i will cringe upon reading. what an escapist.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 1:55 PM

unleash of pent-up emotions

SOMETIMES I AM JUST FUCKING PISSED AND I HATE THE IMPERFECTIONS IN MY LIFE
WHY CANT I HAVE AN ABSOLUTELY PERFECT LIFE (prob no such thing but still)
which part of i have eaten do u not understand
I HAVE ALREADY EATEN x 1000000000
sometimes i forget why in the past i was always not home
but its times like these that remind me of the reasons
because home is not home anymore
or maybe i never got the kind of peace i wanted at home
even if im on MC, or during my holidays i never seem to get peace
why cant i be just left alone for 1 day
without being woken by my neighbours, the stupid caller who thought my house was a salon, and those other hinderances that wish i cld just escape into another world whereby no1 knows my name and gives a damn about me
i want to go to pasir ris park, suddenly
just sit there and watch the waves wash out whatever i write on the sand
above text has been censored; will do so for such posts from now on
highlight if u want to read angsty post.

too much angst today
i want to be free and be selfish and just care about myself
but im sorry i cant
at age 22 i still cant bear to give up my freedom of wanting to do just what i want
the trade-offs in life make me tired
or maybe i haven found that balance
or maybe i am just too greedy and want everything
i need more time for myself but yet i need to be with a zillion other people too
i just want to become that anti-social self when i was in yr2.
not answer to anyone and just be in my own world
i am an ungrateful bitch now
wld i rather be deaf than to be woken up by the phone ringing or being shouted
have my bed buried under slabs of concrete or have a bed to sleep on (albeit less than 8 hrs)
have a zillion friends but no one who really cares
have peace but no more parents who are just concerned
have no bf who is trying to change me and also no bliss

answer is NO
just calm down.
be thankful for what i have, even if they dont appear in the most beautiful forms.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: growing up

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Sunday, May 25, 2008 4:47 PM

i try to make my life exciting

work has been busy and hardly find time to blog.

and maybe its an occupation "hazard" but i have been wanting to blog visually rather than words. just keep collecting nice imagery. and lusting after the items. and here's my moodboard, acty done for my work project, with the things i like, use, buy, eat, wish for, and read/watch. yeah so the girl in pic is me! pic credited to my bf. haha.. obviously u can tell what are those i wish for.. hahaha.. the dream 'bubble' with chanel, LV, and CL heels to be burst.

and i was looking for food imagery i saw this pic of dim sum, wahhh the har gow super big leh it looks sooooo yummy.. i want! but for tomorrow, KUSHINBO with my sister, its her bday treat, i cant wait to try the famous jap buffet, with its never ending sashimi, snow crab, cha soba, sushi, fondue, ermm, will find out when i get there. but the sashimi is a gd enough factor to assure me.

and i was really surprised to find out that Forever21, my fav clothing shop was set up by south koreans! its like "WOW" can i set up my Sweet 16 too!!! and be as successful as them, this biz is worth millions... or more.. (i m hopeless after counting 1-100).. but quite encouraging to see that its an 'angmoh' store but set up by asians.

i happened to chance upon this film and i think the director is really cute. haha it was another pic that caught my eye (he was smiling) and then i saw this photo. haha. guess what, hes only 25! siting says he looks 32, but anyway hes 'my kind' of guy, the cute cheeky type.

i also saw the dress that i totally regretted not getting at f21. it was last year during foc i rmb.. amazing race, me yinjie pinjie at vivo city strolling, waiting to move to nx station, and i even tried it on (haha yeah we so free right).. it was really beautiful and subsequently they had a knee length version but only size M and L left. i wish i m a big(ger) girl sometimes. anyway the maxi dress is very fab too but i missed out.. i love how maxis has this flowy feel against your legs. sometimes i just dont feel like baring my legs in a mini.

i want the dior perfume! and chanel bag in mustard color is actually quite special and pretty too. but its really very expensive.

i didnt manage to get zebra hinge wallet cuz OOS (damn fast) and cgw din order my alt (black patent one) so yeah no new hinge wallet for next time. but i got the pink shades. yay. US rate is like 1.41 now, gosh compared to last time 1.59 when i 1st started spreeing.

anyway just some pictures of new office/shophouse.. 3 storeys.. and i like the brick walls, such a homely cottage feel. apparently this place has been ard for 80 yrs, and the brick walls are like dropping dust, lucky i m sitting outside. and a snapshot of whats on my desk which is now complete with a phone, proper swivel chair and even proper desk! see the orange juice? i am trying to live a healthier lifestyle by cutting out coffee from my routine. plus they say juice gives u energy that sustains better than the caffeine in coffee but judging from my sleepy state now i dont think its working. maybe i will go back to coffee soon cuz the juice i bought for the project has all been drank up. but i also try to drink at least 1 glass of milk everyday now cuz i think i dont have enough calcium and i will get osteoporosis next time. so yeah time to take better care of my skin, body and health now that i am 22.. and also somehow find the time and will to exercise. sad to say my once a week jog never turned into 2 times a week, and worse after getting myself a bf i stopped jogging!! *horrors* i just dont seem to have enough time to do everything.

even after so long i still think about this pair of heels, its similar to CL and just so damn nice. it looks plain but in real life its gorgeous.. imagine buying it online and realise u cant even fit into them, damn sad.. and i like the cut of the skirt too.

and i am seeing alot of nice jackets/vest/hoodies that i am restraining myself from because

a) i have alot of jackets already hanging in my wardrobe but my black cardigan came and now the rest are hiding

b) hoodies are too kiddy and i dont usually wear that kinda style so it will be hard to find things to match, but having said that i totally love the hoodie below cuz it has clouds, like my name! :) so many 'yun'!

c) i like the last biker-like jacket too, it has this attitude to it. but again i dont think i can carry off cuz my wardrobe's just dresses and dresses. the no. of dresses i have is erm astonishing. at least i m selling to clear.

d) i suck at layering so i cant develop new looks with these buys, i need to for layering class. (somehow reminds me of layers in photoshop haha)

lastly, just to shout out! PI REPORT IS DONE, gd bye and dont need to go elog for may and june wheeeee... hahaha.. next up will be FYP i will try to be more optimistic!! (despite the fact we haven start anything)

the past week has been up and down.. darling sprained his ankle during bball so i spent pretty much of my time at his house but then i dont mind cuz its bliss bliss when i get to hug him and sleep. he very poor thing got piggy trotter. well i just look forward to the 1 week break that i will get to spend plenty more unrestricted time with you! sometimes words cant describe the feeling i have, what a amazing turn of events considering i nv expected to get attached within the nx 6 mths (from feb)... its almost 2 mths and i hope that we wont have to give up on this despite our differences. (came up quite abit but i rather this than have a trouble-free r/s for 2 years and then end up its just superficial)

so yeah thank u piggy chan for everything, and i m most happy when u tell me ur most truthful feelings. it just makes me feel special. i m your HM!! Hahaha ;)

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: a woman's work is never done, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008 12:09 PM

nothing ever stays the same

haven been blogging properly for awhile since last week cuz its been busy at work
plus we were shifting and it was kinda hectic, trying to pack and do up the presentation scheduled for today.

just some last shots at the old office. i stil remember, the first interview for PI i was supposed to go alchemy, same building as design bridge, same floor, but different side of the building. but i went wrong lift and out of the lift i saw the sign DesignBridge, which was the 2nd company i applied for but that time hadnt shortlisted me for interview yet. i was like wah so qiao, and so shocked i went wrong company. haha, then end up i still was selected for interview and eventually it was still my PI 'home' for the past 5 mths. it is abt another 1 mth before the PI officially ends but i m extending it till july. time really just seems to fly. hw did 5 mths just pass like that, and to think we were all so hyped plus worried that PI will be sucky. but its been a really interesting and enjoyable PI, i wld say 99% happiness and only 1% unhappiness due to work/certain not so nice ppl. i m glad my supervisor and colleagues i worked with in the first 3 mths was esp esp nice, and i do miss working with some of them cuz of some restructuring of projects within the company.

i still rmb the very very first day of PI, me and eunice introduced to zul & zaidi, and we went into the meeting room and cosy corner for the project review, blur blur and just listened.. and then i had a 'crush' (hahah not really a crush la of course) on zaidi, who later left (n i pretended to be sad cuz no more eyecandy), but now is freelancing 1 mth with us. and how zul always try to irritate me and how eric is always 'wary' of me when i call him. haha. alot of memories within these 5 mths and it feels sometimes like its a real job (minus alot more responsibilities, late nights and extra work, i know) and i will definitely feel really sad when i leave as it has been such an enjoyable time and i will miss seeing those nice nice ppl. (cuz it cld be such a permanent thing. even if i do come back 1 yr later, things/pple might have changed.) but i have been thinking abt it, and my gut feeling just hopes that if 1 yr later i can come back to db, the offer wld be a gd one to take up, bcuz in terms of env and benefits and people, i think its ones of the nicest company around (both the company itself and the company of the pple). i thk i wld like to work here, and i think i cld really forsee myself in this line. plus can get to travel for work, at least can get a breather sometimes.

ok, enough of PI. think i will have more to say when i really leave haha. oh and look at me modelling the sample. i just look the black & white contrast, white black white black white box black shoes. hehe. (siting's dress btw)

alright, today i was at one shop near my office (the only downside is that theres very/no chinese food ard here!) and then i saw this shop that sells many many basket bags like the kate spade ones below. and i saw one that is very pretty, in white and it features a pull-string bag inside. i want! i gotta go see it again. its quite classic. why pay 600 for a small kate spade one. when they are both prob made in china and use same material and same cost price. why isnt it my birthday yet! so i can make a wishlist HAHAH.

i so want a hoodie but i just cant bear to think i will not get to wear such a pretty thing often when i grad. just another one of those things i like but will never get to own cuz my brain (think practicality! mileage!) won the battle against my heart (lust, desire, love for all pretty stuff). hahaha

ahh time to pay my roomie a tribute. its been armmm 3 weeks since she left? she wrote a postcard on 16 may n i gt it yest. haha Thankyou muacks and my sister tot it was an ad and wnted to throw it away till she saw "dear sh.." hahaha. heng ar. its not that i acc my darling 'no. 2' everyday okay, its cuz my internet at hm in my sis rm and i cant get my router to work and so i hardly go online after work. but u can use skype to call me like last time right. ha. n mu chun where got on postcard, that one so ugly, cannot be him! haha.

and i m sad, digital age killed the polaroid. :(
as much as i wld like to keep the polariod, but it just doesnt make much sense to keep a white elephant
its such a pity that they are phasing it out and i m angry cuz i haven had the luxury to enjoy it
i think the prints are still such a classic
i still have the polaroid taken during/after secondary in PRSS with the guys garette and qisheng they all and it is still like so ermm i duno how to describe
fancy keeping a photo that doesnt even have me inside hahaha
well at least theres lomography now but i dont know how long it will last
now that im working in kampong glam theres quite alot of nice interesting shophouse to shoot here. but my camera is in japan!

just some thoughts i scribbled yest...

sometimes when u are angry it is really hard to think straight and u just haf this urge to say all the mean stuff and use bad words that u will regret but sometimes maybe the best thing to do is to both say lets stop talking abt this because we have very diff opinions and we are just angry and unable to communicate effectively now. and u know, go cool down and be apart for a while. and during this time, sometimes u realise the topic is too silly to quarrel over or someone may realise that he/she has not been very nice/reasonable. sometimes its hard to compromise, or even to decide whos the reasonable one..

but maybe at the end of the day, we shd all thk abt are we quarrelling over sth that affects this r.s? (or just something that hardly ratters it, or sth nt even related to us)
- are we just arguing based on our feelings (wic i m guilty of sometimes) or logic and reason. - whether its really worth spending the time and effort to argue over sth that will only strain the r.s i admit i m too strong willed at times, maybe i m too opinionated. at times i need to look at the bigger pic i guess and swallow my pride and realise love is more valuable than opinion/perception.

do OT today. need to finish up my report but work has been too busy and i m such a procrastinator at night. what to do, esp now i realise i have been mistaken all the time, they only give a pass/fail and not ABC grades for PI. and suddenly all the pressure is taken off, but i m also disappointed that they just give pass/fail. well, gd and bad la.. at least now i just write a decent sounding report can already but i must really really write sth out man! a few more days till freedom, and den start to crack my head over fyp. :(

i just rather be working full time now than to go back to sch for another yr.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: a woman's work is never done, i have atrocious friends, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

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Sunday, May 18, 2008 6:31 PM

self-talk

i guess its true
i have been giving myself too much pressure for the pi report
cause i know the report is the biggest deciding factor for my pi grade
and i dont want to screw up after such gd feedback from my supervisor
but the stress also causes me to procrastinate and want to escape from it
it is just a report and i can do it
i have written countless reports and many elogbooks
it will be over in another few more days
i just got to read through my elogbooks, think and recall what i have observed and experienced
and everything will be okay
i shall just TRY MY BEST
no expectations. no expectations.
just try my best.
it will be good enough
as always.

and with all other matters, i got to stop worrying.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: a woman's work is never done

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Thursday, May 15, 2008 6:02 PM

falling from the sky

me want a striped vest
casual chic
thick non-sleek material
like the one at topshop i saw today - 73 or 83
or the espirit one, worse, 99.90
why are beautiful things so costly?
shouldnt they be price-less? (no price tag!)
i wish!
why still got 3 months to my birthday! hahah
i need to sell many things to make the intention to buy seem less guilty
cuz it will just be like trading wahah
but i know by then no more stock liao

to roomie: me want postcard and mu chun from japan
prease write correct address

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

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10:26 AM

its a blue thursday

i should have just stayed home and sleep today
i'm dead tired and i had to dragggggg myself out of that damn good bed
plus i thk i m suffering pms
cuz i m annoyed and irritated
esp when i cant make any sense of what is being said to me
or maybe because i m half shut off
(actually i just cant be fucking bothered to entertain and i just nod my head and try, try very hard to smile)
im tolerating
told you i am moody, very moody

but anyway grrrrrr i want to sleep at 8pm but i cant
have to go all the way back hall for a meeting (1 hr travel) and then go home all the way from hall (1.5 hr travel)
super sian and i have a bunch of receipts i want to clarify with those ppl cuz its so messy and it annoys me
gonna waste 2.5 hrs of my day travelling - can grow a beard
the meeting shd be quite long i feel
since its the 1st after exams meeting lots to update, programmers camp shd be upcoming blah

and i just started my PI report yesterday and i can barely squeeze out a few hundred words without stopping to think if they are crap
maybe i just feel very pressured to write an excellent report so i can get a gd grade
can tear my hair out
and i just heard an annoying 'hiiiii'
her voice really very act cute and she is just... eeee (for lack of a better word, and cuz recently my english has been bery broken maybe cause of my bf and his 'then' and 'than' but its kind of funny.)

weekend prease come prease
polariod prease come too

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: a woman's work is never done, why must we label everything?

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008 5:04 PM

so much for my last post haha

i get excited when i see pretty clothes. and i just want to collect them all, even if its just the pictures. and cutie fashion has so many cheap stuff! it triggers off memories of my earlier shopping days when i used to spree, especially after seeing ALOT of stuff that are being sold at online sites here for like THREE times the price on taiwan sites! its like 'wah lucky i never buy!' cuz its so damn cheap to spree even though have to wait like 1 month.

i guess why i stopped spreeing was cuz at one time alot of the sprees screwed up, organisers delay, ran away, lost/almost lost mail, wait so long till i no longer like my items, stuff like that. but now i thk its worth to spree again! can save more while spending. (or shd i say, stretch the dollar). and finally after bloody 6 mths the polariod spree has concluded after the organiser went MIA, grandmother hospitalised/died, lost her hp, blah blah... the polariod is here and i gt my refunds for films, BUT the fredflare sunglasses that i wanted alot is 'in bad condition' acc to her so she refunded me too. no idea how a perfect item can become bad condition unless she wore it and threw it about! grrr but at least its resolved n i can sleep better.

siting and i getting one each so we can exxxchange! yay. its sooo luxurious looking & pretty!

FCUK inspired skirt. love the tie-back

and i still like this although i missed out the chance to buy it like 8 months ago?? my love for chiffon. haha.

and i acty bought back a dress that i sold before. damn lame right. but the gd thing is i sold at higher price than i bought it, and now i m getting it at much lower than the original price. wahaha.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: whoever invented fashion committed an atrocious crime

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2:33 PM

a band that i got to know recently and their songs are not bad. i seem to like rock pop those with one main vocal. but of course his voice cannot beat jason wade's.

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2:30 PM

jason wade's voice is just amazing, sexy and deep! and their lyrics are always so emotional and touching. i love lifehouse!

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Sunday, May 11, 2008 6:19 PM

a penny for my thoughts

sometimes when life is too rosy, you will tend to wonder when is it all going to crash and crush you?
other times when you are stuck in misery and sadness, you wonder when you will ever get out of that mess and stop mopping.
humans are really walking contradictions.

sometimes i think do i need that many material stuff in my life?
do i need another new dress, another new bag? when i already like all those that i have.
getting new stuff sometimes means u will use them and then gradually find no reasons to use the old ones.
excesses, they become. redundancies.

its hard but gradually i have been telling myself u dont need all these, sometimes it says back but this is very very very nice and special!! but then i realise there will always be something that will catch your eye again and u will have this same conversation and struggle.
i think its similar to how humans struggle to perfect their lives, whether its through finding better men/women, earning more money, climbing up the career ladder and how we sometimes take what we already have for granted.

why do i say its similar? because underlying it shows that humans are hardly contented with what they have.
we gain something, we will always want something else. it seems that the value of something drops once we own it, so sometimes i tell myself, what for buy this, cuz theres always something better than this once u own this.
and even if u continue to love and cherish that item, u will soon accumulate many of which u all love and cherish and cannot bear to sell.
then nothing is special anymore when everything is so nice and special, isnt it?
its like a basket of good apples, which to pick since all are so good.
there must be a few rotten ones then u can appreciate the good apples.
in life it is that way too, without the bad, people never see the good.
but if theres too much good, people will not realise how lucky they are already and they will seek more.

moral of the story: please be contented with what you have.
as such, note to self: stop buying things to create redundancies. and remember to cherish your loved ones.

i'm lucky to meet someone who complements me and brightens up my life so much and after all the dark months i will learn to cherish even more this good apple among the rotten ones :)
after a storm, i can better appreciate the omnipresent sunny weather.

tomorrow is the 12th again. its amazing how it becomes just a number now, and sometimes i wonder how i pulled through all of the difficult times, when back then i thought i wld breakdown on april 12. just bcuz it was supposed to be the 4th year. but i guess life works in funny ways and those things are no longer important. time has the power to reduce significant matters to measly memories.

i watched "a moment to remember" again, this time with darling and i still cried. not as badly as the 1st few times though. its very sad to have alzheimer's diease and u cannot even rmb your husband, your family, all of your memories. cannot even control your own bladder. its worse than death and though its not physical pain, life becomes meaningless, and its most painful on your loved ones since u wont know whats gg on anyway.

P.S: the weekends are just tooooooo short! i am tired and not having enough time! :( maybe its time to quit my job.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, why must we label everything?

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Friday, May 09, 2008 10:58 AM

memories jump out

单均昊不是神,他也是人,是一个平凡的人,他的心也希望能够感受真爱,留住真爱,他也会战战兢兢的站在一个喜欢的女孩子的面前,希望她能够爱他。

我讨厌你，讨厌你进入我的视线，影响我的心跳，防碍我的思绪。

those were the times when we watch the wang zi bian qing wa drama. haha.

you know usually guys are very protective of their gfs, some to the extent that they will forbid their gfs to wear tubes, halter, bareback, or even spagetti tops and mini skirts! i always thought its so unreasonable to dictate the gfs to wear tee shirts and jeans (although understandable la, that the bf dont want other men to ogle at his gf.) or usually the bfs are just okay, as long as u dont show too much skin. but wahh i nv come across a bf who is the extreme opposite. hahaha.

okay gg bugis to meet shuen for pedicure.... omgosh! so excited our 1st date in 2008!

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: i have atrocious friends, why must we label everything?

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Thursday, May 08, 2008 4:41 PM

wahsss when u are too free

wah no doubts about the answer. definitely CHANEL. supermarket sweep style grab leh. omgosh can grab like 10 of them, black white pink big small tiny lor... right siting? HAHA

wahhh no. 2 her legs are so nice and long and i like her denim skirt color paired with the black knee length socks. yummmy! haha

wahhh i found an 'easy' way to die! find out how much of ur fav drink u have to consumer before u will die of the excessive caffeine in it at http://www.energyfiend.com/death-by-caffeine/

wahhhhhh her hair is freaking gorgeous, i love the cut, the length the color. i want her hair!

wowww this sign. lol

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.

How old on your nx birthday:

What you fear most:

A place you want to visit: (haha i play cheat)

Your first job:

Favourite colour: (omgosh i love this pic)

What I want:

but i am too scared of pain. and i have never embraced the idea of permanence. plus if they were to tattoo me there i will prob jerk n twist cuz of my 'funny back' problem. maybe lower back or side of waist where i can see better.

My favourite animal:

aww the golden retriever super cute. but if cannot, den i want a shina ibu!!

HEALTH FYI

People who sleep fewer than six hours a night — or more than nine — are more likely to be obese, according to a new government study that is one of the largest to show a link between irregular sleep and big bellies.

now i should sleep more than 6 hrs but less than 9 if not get tummy!!

goodbye or see you,

I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: why must we label everything?

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

on repeat mode

Leona Lewis Lyrics

mine

abandoned blog I
abandoned blog II

the past