a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Friday, December 11, 2009 12:14 AM

itching to shop!

i think boredom for the past few days has really got to me
i just cant wait to start work, suddenly
this impulse to be filled with some form of mental stress and physical activity (not referring to any form of sports)
just so that i have something to do, something fulfilling
rather than downloading random movies that turned out crappy (American Pie 7, Frat party)
reading every other girl's blog
clicking on any and every email that i receive
so, i conclude, i really need to start work
my bones are restless to the very core

my poor sister is hospitalised due to her back/spine problem, which was made worse by her car accident last week
hopefully her situation will be corrected after surgery...
its a difficult time for her, since she is in real estate, theres still so many people calling her everyday.. I guess thats what i think i wld hate abt that job if i were to ever do it full time... phone ringing non stop hahah...

so this week i became chauffeur driving her and my parents to changi gen hosp
spent some bit of time at the hospital
saw many old folks, some are very pitiful
they are like little kids, screaming for attention, refusing to eat (until their children visit them),
and keep saying they are going to die in hokkien or some dialects
its quite an irony this cycle of life
everyone came into this world a baby
brought up by our parents and they were the ones who have to 'serve' us, as we cried, as we threw tantrums, as we kicked up fusses
and then many years later, its almost like karma
they age and become either sick/dying or maybe just more fragile (not so gd eyesight, prone to falls etc) and we become their guardian angels just like how they once served us
and then this cycle continues as we wish for our kids (whom we have to take care as well) to be filial to us when we become like our parents
so yup its really our duty to care for old folks, our aging parents...

and seeing the old folks at the hosp, part of me wished that i had more time to know my grandparents
it can be quite fulfilling to see that you can help make old folks happy
just by visiting them and bringing smiles to their faces
maybe i should find out more about volunteering at old folks home

so i think i am getting more confident in driving around
but my parking is still so omg.
hope to improve it slowly even though its really hard for me to park with my sis's car
its so low and im so short i cant see much
ahhaha.. speaking of heights, i measured myself today and i have to gain 4 kg to be within healthy BMI! more pasta!!

it is time to speak less, show more

blake lively. so pretty and she is hot! my favourite blonde! besides jennifer anniston.
shes really curvy, and even though she is not a victoria beckham (aka size 0) but i think she looks really healthy and glowing! she still has some of the most fabulous dresses on gossip girl season 3. but unfortunately im stuck at episode 7 cuz i cant find episode 8 and 9.

my asos lurves for the week

simple long sleeved dress with a unique spider web back. so me... reminds me of this $6 dress i got fr timbre flea.

siting showed me this!
smoking hot but i dont know who would wear this on its own... looks more like a runway piece

oh and i love this!! the grey color on this sleek corporate looking dress. the material looks good too. but hell no i m not paying 38 pounds for this.

lastly i found some amazing photos which were actually not really cross processed but were just ran through toycamera prog. (the things that technology can do to replace physical processes huh)

these were taken at sentosa. makes me want to go to the beach and use my vivitar and my fuji instax!! perhaps nx month when the weather isnt so unpredictable.

lurve the colors, they make the photos look aged, and absolutely out of this little island singapore/sentosa. that reminds me i need to go develop my film roll that i took in HK! yay