a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, May 20, 2010 12:33 AM

seeing the greener part of the present

i promise to blog about the fabulous, wickedly memorable Bintan 'tuang' cum 1-yr-late graduation trip with my dearest csbs.

but right now, just some random scribblings to keep myself from overflowing,
and from flooding my friends' news feed on facebook with my incessant thoughts.
i seem to have something new on my mind every 3 seconds or so,
and its not practical to put all of them up.

right now, right now...
my thought is to try to see things in the best light
there are many angles we can look at,
and there are many we can choose to focus on
if we should choose to think and focus on the negative,
then that is what we get.
as roland always say, smile and the world smiles with you..
if i choose to think on the brighter side of things,
perhaps it might all be for the best.
i might as well enjoy the present rather than worry about the future, or cry over split milk.

i dont know when is the best time to say it,
but somewhere somehow i stumbled and it all happened.
this time round it feels so private
i have to say, i cant seem to find words to describe everything, publicly.
all i know, and all i can say right now, right now,
it is all still so surreal.
i am like floating in and out of a dream.
but i know, this is no dream.
and im staying put this time.
staying put to a decision made, best for us.

ill cherish those moments
that seemed not too long ago,
short-lived yet so battered.
daunting, yet so promising.

a best kept secret,
friends forever.

Labels: growing up, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind