a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Sunday, June 14, 2009 10:29 PM

those were the days...

the AE is back!! hahah.
sorry for the lack of updates, i dont blog in office (cuz i dont want to leave any incriminating evidence lol) and come weekend sometimes i am just too lazy/tired/forgetful/nothing to blog about (pick one)

the previous week has been a hectic work week
wed-friday all stay late after midnight.
and i also go to work late cuz of that haha since that seems to be the habit there.
the latest i went was 1030am la.. also cannot too late.. unlike the designers..
plus work late, arrive late, work pile up, work late again - its a cycle
its already goin to be my 2nd mth there, time really flies.
glad to say i am now not the newest so i feel more senior haha and at ease
plus i pretty much befriended my colleagues.. one of them even invited me to his weddin nx week! they are all pretty close to my age or slightly older, so i guess thats why we click.
i guess i will still be staying on, for now theres no major factor for me to leave, until i guess if the rest wants to mass quit lol.
work wise, its pretty interesting and fun since my accounts have alot of campaigns and creative aspects.. also need to work on proposals now.. so far feedback from my AM is good..
faster confirm me for my extra moolah!!

this weekend has been pretty exciting and happy! =)
noel just moved house to the quartz and i love the new place, heh.
next time shall tk OGD photos at the balcony with the self-timer
speaking of which, i super duper miss going to our suppliers'
for all those lovely lovely cheap clothes.
God knows how much i missed out =(
it got so bad that i just had to buy some dresses from other sellers
my mother thought i had return parcels haha.
we must must go next week. lest the suppliers forget about us.
so back to the new place.. the air-con gym & pool look great (tho darling will say that i have !@#$% excuses when he asks me to go)
plus its really breezy, as well as just a 5 mins walk from buangkok mrt/24 hr NTUC + kopitiam
when his parents are not in, it feels as if this is our love nest. i just joked that we are the DINK
(dual income no kids) couple. hahah..
i also drove the mazda 3 home yest, cuz very soon it will be gone =(

yesterday noel also helped me to dye my hair again!
this time round, sick and tired of brown-yellowish hair, i opted for burgundy, which is kinda like realllly dark/black with tinges of purple, or mystic violet as i like to call it. heh
i feel like one of those blondes turned brunettes cuz its been so fuckin long since i had dark dark hair. i cant help but feel happy when i see my dark dark hair in the mirror. aha, zi lian. i am pretty amazed that it turned out so dark. even noel who is more of a golden brown/highlights person commented that this dye job turned out great. (thanks dear for helping! no $10 though. free tau huay for u?)
also trimmed my hair today cuz of the many split ends, but not too happy with the slightly longer than shoulder length now. also cant wait for my fringe to grow out. its been awhile, so byebye bangs. oh, and i also went to do eyelash extension! heh so now i have very long and black eyelashes, for hopefully at least 1 mth? its quite annoyingly troublesome at times, but well, whoever said beauty comes with a price has got it right.

i have this itch to go clubbing.. loud music, vodka, losing some senses and doin my nonsense moves (acty that only happens at home with darling haha)... its been so long since the hall 12 peeps club tog.. God knows where everyone has gone to :( speaking of which, i really feel upset, sad and disappointed that me and wenxin were so conveniently left out of our jc class gathering which involved the return of someone i thought i was close to. well, apparently not.. it bothered me that even our supposedly closest, still-in-contact friend didnt ask either me or wx. dont know what we did wrong but they always exclude us from their gatherings. but this time, i tot they shd have at least told us about it since that someone is coming back. i feel really sad that things are not turnin out to be the way i expected when i caught the news that she will be back.. dont know why but somehow some friends always leave (me), even when theres no negative occurence. maybe this is indeed the true meaning of 'drifted apart'. as a result, i dont feel comfy to meetup anymore... since i was very much forgotten or put to the bottom of the pile under the 'if theres time' category..

i guess we cant control who stays and who leaves...
maybe its all fated.

movin on.. i realise how much i love monochrome.
this herve ledger dress is so simplistic but the white streaks give it a very modern and futuristic feel.

was quite into coral/peach awhile back...but i hate the fact that f21 clothes are too freakin big for me, even tho it looks so fittin on their model which is like my size/except taller.

cute rainy day boots. and i realllly need that new pair of flats/sandals for casual wear.

and yeah this is my precious babies... usd49. i call it the killer bandage heels, its about 4.5" high i thk, but not uncomfy at all. i got it in half a size bigger than usual just incase it was too small, so thankfully the straps were there to prevent my feet from sliding. if it had been the wrong size i wld have attempted murder (or rather suicide) haha but i just love it. its up on the pedestral with my red aldo heels. (speakin of aldo, i am so angry i din get my paws on that nude heels!! arhhh now i have to start looking all over again.)

yum. i rmb sayin i will get my 1st pair of zara heels with my first pay, but that hasnt happen yet. i am too afraid to step into zara, cuz my feet will be pretty, my heart will feel fluffy, but my pockets aint gonna be too happy ahaha. *hint, my bday is comin...*

lastly, some very hot irresistable swimsuits

i really hate it when asos has all these nice display pics but the items are nowhere to be found in their catalogue!! dont display it if its not for sale! booo

and this gestuz dress is like playin hide and seek with me =( the price swings like a yo-yo while the asos spree gets canceled and all that. not fated. i am that type if you play too hard to get, i might just lose interest. hah!

very airy. nice.

finallly...... i've blogged!
hope this upcoming week will be easier to breath!

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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