a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Sunday, August 24, 2008 8:35 AM

just because

sometimes there aint specific reasons for doing a particular thing. or maybe there is/are but its not easy to verbalise it. like for example; why i talked about the osim armchair and 50 years old, all the forward-looking stuff yesterday with PC. or when you wake up in the middle of the night, see your loved one beside you and it just makes you smile though you are only half awake and you lean over to stroke the person's hair or give them a peck. maybe its simply cuz you love them and you can feel it even if you are sleepy.

anyway yesterday i went to eat dim sum at chinatown with PC and it was yummy, brought back home to eat for dinner as well, so i ate quite abit of prawns yest (yum all the har gow!).. and then i went to settle OGD's stuff and meetup for my miu miu dress and then i met PC at town. the rainy weather so sucky but after walking for 1.5hrs i managed to get my flats (nice!!) and 3 belts for $10. (really cheap huh but not really the corset belt type nor the chic black & gold buckle kind) and i also saw this denim vest that was love at first sight, really. the shade of blue was just perfect, the kind i want, the back was covered, not halter blah, and it had cute little buttons and was v-shaped at the hem, i tried it on tho it looked so small and it totally fit. but i didnt expect the price to be 39.90!!! well if 29 i might have bought it.. cuz its simply the perfect one. but 39.90.. hmm shd i wait to sell my stuff and raise that money or isit simply not worthhhh? arghh dilemmas.. just like how i saw this ad on the mrt that was acty useful 'Price is what you pay for, Value is what you get'. Though you may be able to spend $10,000 in anyway you want, but you get diff value when you use the 10k to get a car, versus spend 10k on a tee-shirt. so yeah... is there value if i raised 39.90 to get the vest, or is 39.90 better spent on a dress. (not so dramatic comparison like the car vs tee-shirt, so maybe i shd just get what i like since its not 10k, hahah)

oh well, we shall see! anyway today is my last day of working at arvato. strange feeling that i am gonna leave that place forever, really forever this time round. no more stepping into SGX, no more pass to tap, no more locker.. though i dont have like super fond memories of this place but its the office that i spent 4 years working at, from post jc to now man.. but i guess its also appropriate to say goodbye cuz i have already said goodbye to the other memories linked to that area. so yeah now is the physical goodbye! and from now on, every sunday can see isaac!! yay!

i need to look for tuition leh!! hope all things turn out right ba.. now my head's filled with ways to make $$$$.... and i realise, men are all the same. they are practical no matter what they say when they claim to love you. just like how women are innately emotional ba and remember almost every damn thing though when they love you, they tend to say otherwise to spike you.

''My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.''
-Stardust

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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