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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Wednesday, April 09, 2008 2:38 PM

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger

my bf ditched me to go lib and i have finished my work, waiting for meeting to start. hence it was time to play with polyvore.com again




the louboutin shoes are freaking gorgeous and there's acty one pair that i own in the collage! anyone rmb? haha. its the hot pink sandals from gojane.

more... i like the first top below... its from forever21, haha whats new.. and the topshop one is similar to something i have, except the bareback for this is just very hot...




i also realise that the dress on the right i bought is the same as the one on f21! hahah... fyi thats not me! i just cropped the girl's head off.. but i am acty wearing this today.

and then i went to do this stupid test that will tell you how many bfs you will have before marriage... HAHAH..


i wasnt happy with the results.. 18 bfs??? that would prob mean i get married at 48 or something..

so i tried again HAHAH.. yay.. i can get married liao...... :D

anyway i suddenly went to read some stuff i wrote b4 and i feel like i have really been through much shit. and for a bloody long time too. the things that the ex once said, so cruel, so unexpected and i was such a fool for not letting go when it was already clear that things have changed and his sparks for me have gone. i feel like as if someone blindfolded me for 6 months and i just blindly accepted everything and the things i wrote before abt my feelings really are shockingly deep. how could i ever thought i would never love someone else again, and as if he was the only only one who could understand me. i dont understand how i could have fell so hard back then. but now that blindfold has been removed. and i think i have learnt from it and become stronger.

i know now what he meant when he told me 'things happen'. and i am glad things happened. i never imagined to have what i have today, and i have never felt more contended with my life than now, for the past 6 mths.

now i feel like there's someone i am really concerned for, and i just want to do everything i can to make this person happy. wanting to put his happiness above mine and the feeling i get when i miss him is annoyingly indescribable. and i will get very bothered if he's upset with me.
i cant predict the future, but i will put in 100%. u know who u are, and what i told u that day:)

je t'aime, darling

Signing off,
i'll be your best kept secret

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