a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Friday, March 14, 2008 10:24 AM

its friday i'm in love!

every friday i wanna listen to this song by Dryden Mitchell. haha..

"I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Oh, Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love"

wheeeeeee..

the usd freaking drop to 1.37 today but i still must control myself from spreeing.
i haven buy the heels from f21.
and wx not buying the boots liao after i told its 3" hahah
she say i super leg but shes not.
how now, brown cow??
(wahaha just after i said these i bought the top below.. love love the blue, and the chiffon material, and the polka dots.. hehehee)
i am busy accumulating colors - recently this fascination with teal and blue - in my black wardrobe, and i found out the other day siting probably has more dresses than me. yay. (she says its my fault for influencing her to online shopping & dresses, oops!)
and siting got the black cut out dress below. absolutely gorgeous haha and the material is :))
will steal from her soon hahahha..we are gonna combine wardrobe nx sem okay? easier in hall den now. and i m thinking of getting the patent hinge wallet from wetseal. USD 12.50...

today morning something extraordinary happened. in fact its ridiculous
he msn me asking if i was avoiding him... just cuz i sign in as busy and then appear offline..wahhh it just makes me a little pissed. pls la i dont even notice if hes online anot. (duh as if it would matter whether hes online, and what, if hes online, i cannot be online??!!? - time has already reduced the significance of this greatly.)

and he asked me for my new blog. and when i say i dont think he needs to know it, he says 'right.' and then 'did you change it cuz of me?'
i dont know why he suddenly come and say these but its like, come on, why do u need/want to read my blog to know 'how your life is going on' and 'indicator of how you view me now'.
go have your own life so that i can have mine!
and when i said that he said 'haha dont bluff i can already tell ur tots towards me with those 2 sentences' and 'i wun talk to you if it bothers u so much'

wth he tries to make it sound like he still understand my thoughts and know me damn well and that i am very bothered.. its all based on his past outdated understanding. just like how i dont know him now.

我在这里计算终点的距离下一站有没有更期待的结局 I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. says (9:44 AM):

if u think i am bluffing you then i got nth to say

我在这里计算终点的距离下一站有没有更期待的结局 I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. says (9:44 AM):

but i really thk that its best that u just have ur life

我在这里计算终点的距离下一站有没有更期待的结局 I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. says (9:46 AM):

look, u are happy now and thats what matters.... even tho we are nt tog i try to be happy that u are happy

我在这里计算终点的距离下一站有没有更期待的结局 I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. says (9:46 AM):

tho i may not understand everything but as i said i dont hate you

我在这里计算终点的距离下一站有没有更期待的结局 I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. says (9:46 AM):

things have happened n its over

thats my reply. and then silence from him.

Thank you all my friends. hahhaa. ur words mean alot to me. siting, shuen, hongda. i rmb a few posts ago i wondered aloud when will be the nx time we talk, and how wld i feel, etc.. and just yest i was thking 'yes! we haven contact since exactly 1 mth ago.' and then today he goes break my record. but anyway i am happy that its not affecting me the way it used to.. and i really just replied honestly what i felt.. maybe like i said, time has the power to reduce the significance of things ba.. and i saw these quotes on the web, i am glad. :)

"Reasons might not make sense during periods of intense pain and suffering, and yet when given time and compassion, the sorrow would somehow lessen in intensity."

"We are healed of a suffering only by experiencing it in full."

"Usually when you've hit the lowest point, the only thing that can happen is an upswing to the road of recovery."

so looking forward to MOS tonight, hope we can squeeze into it for free entry. wahaha... and a yummy dinner with the guys later. maybe it will be the last or one of the last time we club tog since they are graduating :( hopefully not last lah.. haha. i had my margarita and asahi last week le, tonight some vodka. heh. and tml i am going to buy a new bed for my room. going IKEA! (havent gone there for a long time, but somehow i feel like gg there, its not gg to affect me) maybe i can get that bed frame i wanted all along! :)) and a nice comfy mattress and pillow that can support my neck! i dont think i will buy queen, if not my room will have little walking space. buy single can le, no queen can be princess ma. HAHAHA.. :P

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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