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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 1:33 AM

no one can be always there

maybe its pms
but also maybe because of the date today
12th should be a day of celebration
a day of rememberance
but this 12th means so much yet so little now
exams are next week
and all i can do is sit around thinking of useless stuff
things that have changed
people who i cant call anymore
people who dont care about me like before
people whom i want so badly
i am fucking weak
i hate seeing myself like this
and when people say that they will be there for you
its not a lie, but its not totally true either
the person who was always there for me
at all times
at all hours
regardless of my moods
has left my world
when love hurts like this
who do i turn to?
you gave me love, and hope, and everything i hated about myself, you loved and accepted
but now
i am back to hating those things about myself and knowing that now, no one else will accept them like you did
too weak
too weak
nothing can numb my pain
and i dont need people who think that it will be funny to joke about my situation

it only makes me feel worse
because it is just not funny to me

pain will never be a funny topic

Signing off,
no more ink.

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