a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 1:03 AM

what i am feeling now

tomorrow i have a presentation, or should i say today i will be having a presentation
because now its 1:06 am already
but then i was pissed cuz my group members who were always all along very efficient and good team players
suddenly seemed so lax about it
we do not have the final ppt slides
we did not rehearse
and we took a long time to even finalise who is going to present etc
grrrr
first time ever that i have a presentation tomorrow and nothing, seriously nothing is done, less than 12 hrs to the presentation.
and tomorrow i also have the bloody interview for my internship
i kinda regret choosing both such popular companies after seeing so many people getting selected after interviews for other companies. some people very lucky get selected for both choices. sigh. i dont feel much hope lah. cuz theres like wat, 8 people to be interviewed, and prob only take in 1-2 interns. gosh, but i so want to work there. also partly cuz the companies in phase two might be sucky? sigh...
stressed about my tiger beer ad too
i cant believe my idea for the print ad is just like that.
gosh
the only really happy thing today is that i bought a 99% similar replica of the topshop dress i wanted long ago at Sense, thanks to siting who told me abt it. i got it at half of topshop price, if i had bought from topshop that time. its super nice. (okay i cant find the pic now) but then i shd take the photo of the topshop one n the Sense one put side by side. i m sure they look the same!
hmm.. its a really nice feeling to be able to get what you always wanted and tot you will never get le.
its like a miracle.
and i hope a similar miracle will happen in another part of my life
i want something so badly
and i just pray that God will lead the way

if only i can sleep non-stop so that i can stop thinking
stop reminiscing
its too painful and sad sometimes for me to take it
if only i can sleep away my whole Dec
so that i wont feel lonely
what will the days ahead be like, i am scared to imagine
i have to stay strong myself
and thats so hard cuz i lost my posb
when will i smile again happily?
does love really end?
can love end?
if you truly love a person, will you still love that person even if you are no longer able to be with that person?
what is really love?
does love necessarily mean you have to be with that person?
must love be a mutual thing for it to survive?
if its only one-sided, is it still considered love?
or just foolishness?
if you are no longer with that person, will you love that person forever?
if not, how do you stop loving?
i have no answers
will time tell?
will time heal?
do i want to be healed?
do i want to forget?
i actually dont
i am a walking contradiction

Signing off,
no more ink.

Labels: growing up, if love wasnt so atrocious I would have stayed blind, The more we study the more we discover our ignorance. but ignorance is bliss so we should study more.