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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 1:16 AM

i dont know

each time i take one step forward, the next moment i will be taking two steps back
i dont know what to do
i know what i feel though
i feel sucky, painful, and very sad
i wish there's some way i could turn things around
i'm so scared
what if its really permanent?
forever is not good in this case
i screwed it up
i hate myself
i want to be strong
but i want to remember everything too
and i dont want to move on
and i cant
i will just spend everyday...
feeling the same way..
thinking about what the next day will be like
because now i am all alone
i hate to find out that everything's gone
collapsed.
ruined.
i pray and i hope things will work....
God give me strength please. and understanding of the matter.

Signing off,
no more ink.

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