a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, October 04, 2007 11:49 PM

i <3> forever21

but i still want to be sweet 16! haha. just a joke..

hmm so my dress is here, because i went to meetup with the spree organiser and she smsed me saying she was there at the mrt with her bangla worker, i was shocked lah, was thinking what job she doing... and thought maybe she is quite old?? but when i saw her she looks really young, at most my age or abit older? and the bangla worker seems to stare right through me... made me very uncomfortable so i didnt look at him haha. but so weird huh, maybe she's a construction supervisor?? and she forgot to bring my the other dress down, which i am damn sure will fit cuz its an XS, so it better fit, or i am going for plastic surgery to bring my fats from my face, stomach and thighs and reallocate them to distribute evenly hahaha... anyone wanna sponsor for that?

but anyway, as i really expected, the dress is too big for me :( sigh. i hope it can be altered. the auntie probably think i m a freak. already went to her for 3 alterings liao.. haha. not my fault that the us size S is so big what! grr.. but i probably cannot wear it next week as planned. sad. lucky i already have another dress that i plan to wear haha! this is gorgeous lor seriously and i think i will sell it when one day i become a beggar. lol.

and so i'm a happy girl in terms of what i own, but in other matters, i have no idea at all. sometimes when i feel like i am at the point of giving up, somehow things will happen so that i get pulled back into the circle again. and round and round it just goes on, not knowing when it can stop. and i m super stressed because i have a zillion projects, foc budget to plan, a zillion 21st bday celebrations to go, a zillion presents to pay for, (nice andrew just gave me 2 cans of old retro a&w root beer, yeah i can drink wx's share. lol. jk!) and many things going to and forth in my mind, and the internship is another big headache because i so want to go to an ad firm or magazine. and i really want to get away from Sg, i feel the envy when i see my school mates, esp those who already went for instep before, going away to GIP india/china next sem again. its like must be damn fun or an eye-opener thats why they keep going overseas right. no doubt they must be real rich lah, but i was thinking 'so now i will be the only one in this mini cs who didnt travel overseas during my 4 years in ntu!!'

i never do any crazy impulsive things when it comes to school. only when it comes to shopping. super unsatisfied. i am too sheltered, too reliant, too worry-fret, i should care less, think less and just be bloody selfish........... can i? sigh.....

Signing off,
no more ink.

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