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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Sunday, July 15, 2007 6:47 PM

dawn of the light

Suddenly i feel very inspired
i was thinking maybe i have been too self-centered
not just in relationship but also friendships or my whole life
always thinking of what i want first, always letting others down (i'm a bad friend, sorry leemei... i really feel bad abt your bday..)
never thinking hard enough of what they want,
expecting them to give in to my whims and wants
justifying my behavior with excuses maybe
or just plainly acting without thinking
cuz i dont wanna think about my problems/lack of confidence in many aspects
so i vent these frustration elsewhere
my wallet suffers when i am down haha

i feel i really need to get up again
i have let myself become too dependent
wheres the independent me?
stupid me cuz i told myself before u cant depend/trust anyone fully but yourself
how can i stumble into this hole?
rookie mistake! *quote from monica in FRIENDS*

i will try to change
somehow i think it has to do with my long hair
seriously
last last year when i had long hair, my life was terrible and i had those identity crisis too
and then after i cut my hair, i felt much more stronger and cld deal with anything
i think long hair just literally weighs me down
maybe its time to bring out those scissors
cut* chop*

today wx smsed me 'be strong as you have always been'... i rmb this phrase.. she copycat. haha
i will be, eventually. dont worry, at least now u got stories to hear right? *hearts*

Signing off,
no more ink.

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