a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Wednesday, February 17, 2010 11:18 PM

hairy business

i did a search on hairstyles cause i am really bored with my limp and flat hair
might cut my fringe into bangs. and dye it really dark. then layer it
i want to look somewhat like....

gorgeous dark hair. her hair is abit too wispy though.

or like

really like this though but i dont know if i can carry off that length.

rachel mcadams looks nice with this hair cut.

and the cool ash color on this lady is also nice. the bangs make her doll-like.

howie & i were discussing earlier after our very yummy sushi tei dinner (seriously the sashimi salad is damn worth it. they gave like at least 15 pieces of salmon!), and we both thought of the long in front, short at the back hair style. which is apparently called the A-lined bob, or swing bob. think victoria beckham and her bob. or katie holmes. however most of the these hairstyles only look nice when the length infront and the length behind dont vary that much. so it creates a slant from the front to the back.

the one we had in mind was really long at the front to shoulder-length at the back.
but after seeing the following photos, i think the side view looks really strange. like an unfinished haircut. hahaha... and i dont think it will go well with bangs.

i still cant decide. this kind of thing must be impulsive, go to salon and just heck. maybe i will get that impulse after my eyebrow embroidery touchup tomorrow (more g-tech pen scratching my eyebrow ouch).

some nice stuff that i was browsing thru:

a pity the pants are abit bell bottom. and VS stuff are way too overpriced. i rather buy asos with that amt.

lime green tank. i like the model.

upcoming next is a really strange swimsuit called the topless bikini
when i first saw the item's name i was like, wow, bikini already cover so little, what will a topless bikini look like hahaha..... they cant possibly sell air right?

and then this came up

very borat!! ahahha and she's damn skinny hence dont look so good in modeling swimsuit.

but apparently you can wear with a tube... still a very weird design

love this work outfit. been into work dresses lately.

alexander mcqueen heels. so delicious.
im seriously contemplating to purchase that crazy aldo nude heels because good looking nude heels are such a rare find. its in patent too so it really just reminds me of the unaffordable christian louboutins! sigh. so many things to purchase.

and today, i received a phone call from BBDO's snr account director for an interview
this came 2 weeks after i sent in my resume and it was just a generic 'Im sending my resume for your consideration, should there be any openings available', not responding to any ad and without the prior knowledge that they are hiring or not.
gosh. i told him i have got an opportunity already. gosh the moment i said that i felt a tinge of regret. sigh. i still wonder if that was the right thing to say. maybe i shd have just gone for the interview (supposed to be tmr) just to see how they are like. another experience.
but i guess the fact that i already signed the appt letter at eftc made me guilty to even consider another possible (and very remote) chance of getting into another (bigger/better maybe) agency. BBDO has an excellent portfolio and they do singtel & watsons hahahha.
sigh, i keep consoling myself that everything happens for a reason and eftc happened at the right time.
its not like i can control the fact that BBDO only responded now!! :(
well, i can also use the fact that i even got shortlisted for the interview & am considered worthy of their time to speak to me, as another consolation.

do not like this feeling of uncertainty & worry. and its like, i feel so green still.
will i fit well into the new environment? certainly im glad and happy to go back to the agency life.
i really hope to gain more experience and become someone knowledgeable & qualified to be in this industry. got to work hard this year. i really cant just say i quit anymore.
and i do not want to.
so i pray, let eftc be the place to grow, for me.

for you, i pray, there will be a light guiding you to your path.
no matter what, i will support your decision ;)

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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