a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 1:18 AM

Come 2010.....

I SHOULD
1. stop buying clothes that are too similar to things that i already have (very hard to resist black & white combinations though)
2. continue to stop buying clothes that i will only wear once or twice and decide that i dont like it that much
3. stop buying so much clothes for that matter
4. stop buying anything that is so transient and only satisfies my material lust

I SHOULD
1. start to save money (considering that i have spent almost all my touchable savings)
2. start to save more money
3. start to save all the money that i usually would have spent on the above things that i should stop buying

anyway, today i drove!!!
its short of a miracle to say that i am still in one piece hahaha
and my sister and i spent one hr looking for the wireless car key cos my sis lost it
and then drove all the way to pasir ris to find my bro so that he can help us find
and then viola! upon reaching pasir ris....
my sis locates the key in a small tiny hole under her seat
*in my defence, i really searched throughly le, but somehow i didnt manage to dig out that stupid key!
maybe by driving all the way to pasir ris brought us the luck!
actually all along we knew the key was somewhere in the car, cuz without it, we wouldnt have been able to start the engine and drive ma..
but also, without it, we couldnt lock the car
hence we were damn panicky -_-
but anyway the toyota allion is damn cool because it is pretty smooth and it has a 'Start engine button' that you can just press and the engine starts straight away. unlike the usual key slot.. and its hand brake is more like a foot brake.. its located beside the brake and you gotta to step hard on it to release it. nice.
unfortunately my parking skills are rustier than my driving skills
and my sis was laughing at me as i parked, taking up 2 slots
in the end she helped me park
i really need to practice!!
driving is tiring but having a car is gooooooddd...
i hate public transport now (esp buses)
alot of weird, funny people... who either smell, or they speak in foreign languages or the bus just is so dirty

today i also went back to my previous company IMG
had dinner with my ex colleagues
so poor thing, doing the very things that would have been my pile of shit if i had stayed
really had mixed feelings when i stepped into the office
it was like,
nostalgic and repulsive at the same time
i felt so sad for them, who led such lives and i pray hard my life will never ever again be like that
when i left, they were all still buried at work. working till midnight and God knows when everyday...
of course some of them are really my gd colleagues and i love our laughter & chatter about everyone's stories during dinner
those are the good memories
however, i just shuddered to recall myself being there having late dinners, and even later nights, every single day
stepping back there, i kind of realised how glad i am to be unemployed for the past 2 months
just to be so much more sane, and kind to my mental & physical health
even if it means,
to live like i only have a single penny left in my pocket

im actually anticipating to start work
and i hope i will meet nice colleagues too
who will make work seem like its more a past-time than a job

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: a woman's work is never done, growing up