~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Monday, November 23, 2009 4:30 PM
sweet november i swear i wanted to blog but blogger wont load my photos now :( maybe cheewee hacked into my account to prevent me from uploading photos hahaha cause he's always saying that all i blog about is clothes/shoes, machiam its a fashion blog or online store... so i shall attempt to blog without photos for now.. i was just thinking yesterday why i am not able to find content to blog about frequently and hon said its because i have nothing on in my life.. nothing to complain about, hahaha so....... i might just be starting another new job in dec if all things fall nicely its another AE job but this time round i hope that it wont have all of the bad traits that IMG had sometimes i wonder still whether i did the wrong thing by leaving my 1st job so early but i remind myself of the crazy days and i think it would have robbed me of my sanity and my health if i were to continue staying there, just for the sake of doing so i am going to just keep my mind and options open its getting really boring to just do nothing restricts my personal development and growth haha no doubt slacking is good, but too much just isnt healthy increasingly, i've been wondering about the future trying to see when the milestones will happen things like when will i be getting my 1st car when will i get married at what age will i have my 1st kid will there be more than one baby how my career path will turn out will i become a manager before 30 things like that you know things that were not so important when you were 17 or 18 but at 23, going on 24, they seem to be glaring into my face everywhere i turn, people seem to be getting married, or tending to kids when will it be my turn to be someone's 'sister' at her wedding? i dont see any of my friends getting married yet (except shuhui - next year - and im incredibly thrilled and excited to think of attending her dinner) a little sad that i dont have a dozen of girlfriends but then again, better to have a few close ones than a bunch of acquaintances im also happy that one of my closest girls got attached recently i hope its a brand new start to an amazing relationship! hon and i have been thru much lately, but ever since a really loud bawling session at tampines mall no less, i really somehow feel like i've let go of alot of things from the past... be it grievances, grudges or fears dating back to old experiences. and since then we have been much closer than before and its something i am really thankful for. for what it's worth, it was worth all the while. i think we got to realise, there are trade-offs in life when you gain being comfortable around each other, you lose novelty when you gain fame, you lose anonymity when you gain a lover, you lose some friendships these are just some of the examples but we can always think on the brighter side and turn the situation around being comfortable around your lover but losing novelty, you open doors you wouldnt dare to or dreamt of as comppared to if you guys were still pretending that you dont dig nose or squeeze your blackheads secretly. everyone knows novelty doesnt last anyway. there will always be something newer out there, in all aspects of life being famous, you can see it as an opportunity to do great things and have people look up to you as their role models (though personally i love my privacy too much to want to be famous) and when you lose some friendships because someone new came into your life (and maybe has already left), well, these aint the friendships that are worth keeping anyway if your friends couldnt even put themselves in your shoes and be more understanding so, as hon wrote on his facebook - 'at some point in time, we gotta recognise the need to be a little more careless with the smaller things and focus on the bigger picture. its time we not let our lives be bound by trival insecurities, and start to treat ourselves with a little bit more' we shouldnt always be our own critic/enemy. so there, i managed to write an entire post without any photos. the old me would have been proud of myself for indulging in just words. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: growing up 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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