~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Thursday, September 24, 2009 2:02 PM
yesterday my last day at img we had boon tong kee for my farewell dinner a long, slow day of doing nothing and then a mad rush to pack my stuff and ensure everything i need to take home was in my bag somewhere.. (but i still left behind a file. haha) the time to write my farewell emails came and i started feeling emo sad and scared even though the decision has been a right one but i couldnt help flashback the memories since day 1 when i was there in the studio not knowing what was going on or who everyone was and i dread to feel the same awkwardness and cluelessness in my next job, whenever that will come by i wasnt that close to many of them for the 1st two months maintaining much to myself going home as and when i can escape then came june, july the crazy busy months i got to know many of them much better as we slogged and strived hard together it does feel weird to be here on a thursday morning typing on my laptop instead of being in office, amidst the mad rush and the now quieter creative team the atmosphere is just so different now plus we are almost going to be like swamped by foreigners as they start recruiting the indonesians and philippinos and whats not i am going to miss my AE team despite everything, they were the ones who brought much laughter and relief during the office hours i guess i have always been a nostalgic person, not liking departures give me few more days to adjust to this new-found freedom and slack i will probably be okay and can start to figure out my plans for the future i swing from anticipation to uncertainty and back to excitement and then fear it certainly isnt easy, growing up how many people can say for sure, this is what i want to do, i am certain how many people can honestly say, i love my job, be it the job scope or the env im glad, just a teeny weeny bit, when i see that i am sometimes not the only one who plucked up the courage to leave and be clueless for a while / yesterday our second time at canopy bar its at bishan park...... a very nice place to chill, with soothing and relaxing music the lights and the garden setting is perfect for dates lots of people yesterday, surprisingly for a wednesday night had baileys this time round.. decided that cocktails are not for me, they turn out weird... sadly our little date din start or end well we had our first fight? quarrel? heated argument? i know i am not the most patient gf but i already tried my best i feel like a fool not knowing what you are thinking or feeling frustrating, tiring i raised my voice, im sorry hope that the next time we go there, maybe for brunch, it will be a very pleasant time promise me, just tell me what is on your mind dont leave me guessing im afraid, love isnt easy differences in thinking, in character, in personality, are bound to happen can we accept them? can the good outweigh the bad? how much can we take the bad before we decide it is enough? i cant change myself to be someone i am not but i can try to change in other ways that might help to tame the problem or difference you gotta tell me and you gotta trust me walk beside me. not behind me. goodbye or see you, I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake. Labels: a woman's work is never done, growing up, The more we study the more we discover our ignorance. but ignorance is bliss so we should study more. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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