a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Monday, September 01, 2008 8:53 PM

broken things mend slowly at least there's a good start

Just attended my last DND as a hall 12 UNDERGRAD last sat. didnt really enjoyed alot besides the food and watching the pageant as compared to previous years. but i could see that the freshies were really hyped up and enjoying themselves just like i once did when i was a freshie. rara-ing and supporting my fellow OG mates who were in the pageant, namely our batch's hall king jason and hall queen teena, and i hate to mention this (HAHAHHA dont kill me) but also roland the wu-gui wang. guess maybe as we get older in hall, we tend to become less hyped and more jaded abt everything ba cuz we have "been there, done that".

also partly i guess cuz all the 'clubs' or groups or farms we were part of before, has very obviously, dissolved so i really couldnt find a reason or couldnt bother to go ard taking photos for 'csbs', 'bc club' or whatever. its like i just cldnt find the hype/motivation in me esp towards the end of DND. when they got me to take a photo for 'csbs', my 1st rxn was "i tot no more le?' photos are physical evidence of emotions and reflect the relationships between the people in the photo. so once that relationship is broken, photos will also reflect it. plus our batch's already very small, so like dont really know the freshies, and i m not that kind who like the idea of going ard n take photos with people i dont know/barely know.

enough of talk. just some photos to remember my last DND by. didnt win the lucky draw leh! :(

somehow as i was rubbing my eye innocently, i din notice that the emcee had came to our table asking for a female volunteer to play a game on stage. until i looked up and every1 at our table was like looking at me EXPECTEDLY. diao. somemore i was the first to go up, so lonely.

okay, some company now

obviously i lost very soon in the game (2nd), but i bet its just cuz they didnt see i was emulating what the others did. i am not familar with movies song one leh, then what matrix song and dont know what, so i cant relate the action to the song. but oh well they gave 2 mini SUNSILK shampoos as a prize lol.

notice my very forced smile at the end of DND.

versus at the start. and many people have commented i now resemble vivian lai due to my new bangs. abit tempted to grow out my bangs but yet i want to relish in my bangs for awhile more, need to go trim nx week if not they will cover my eyes soon! plus i still want to redye my hair red, acc to jiaen cannot wash hair for 3 days, so i shall attempt that during sept break LOL. dont quite like my hair color the way it turns out in OGD photos now like very bright ah lian brown. yuck. i still want my ash brown leh!

love my miu miu inspired dress and my kiss-ass red aldo stilettos! haha it took me quite awhile to take off my trench coat cuz i was so afraid someone else who online shops will turn up in this too! (now u knw why i was clad in my coat when i first arrived lol - i even brought an extra dress in the event murphy's law really occured! cuz my greatest fashion phobia is to wear sth that someone is wearing at the same time and meeting that girl at a particular place/event! its a crime, nv let it happen!)

my bf monkey face

i dont knw what we were looking at, seriously i didnt even rmb standing there with him, nor do i know wx took this photo! (twice somemore!) but i seriously love how my bangs look like in this photo, so full and the side slope is YAY! too bad its not long at the back. mayb i shd just keep bangs till my hair grows long at the back!

and i was very fascinated with the mushrooms cuz they totally resemble nipples right (color and shape hahah), so wenxin arranged the food and she said the brocoli was 'the bush'. so i guess this photo shd be viewed the other way??? lol

this reminds me of the far east denim vest i wanted, the color is like this! maybe i will go fep tml and see.

this scallop dress is just very chio but yellow is not my color.

ever since i saw the knee high white gladiators in aug's SMITTEN, i totally fell in love with them but i just cldnt get them in taiwan, they were not so high. now i saw this, it totally looks like some netting that is stuck to her legs i know but still i somehow love it. very spiderwoman and sexxy!

batwings are now very popular. i wanna sell batwings on OGD!

i know i shd totally put up all my fashion photos on a separate blog considering the amt of space they take up here but i thk i secretly like the idea of torturing my friends with these pictures so they will also appreciate its beauty as they scroll through these.

first time i spreed from SWELL but their sales were too good to miss, so i got this at 19.99 USD. pic a tad too small i knw but the floral is very pretty. fall is approching but i am still stuck at summer. and my f21 blazer is coming nx week super fast spree lor, yay hope its good

am in love with black and gold on bags. theres something very luxe abt gold zippers on patent.

i totally dig this karen miller maxi but its like 200+ USD la, so obviously i cant afford it mayb i shd alter my maxi to be spagetti strap so it will look somewhat like this.

i want a golden retriever but i knw i cant so maybe a cute small puppy like that? tho i dont usually dig these kinda 'woolly' dogs, but this one is pretty cute. he looks like blur blur and at ur service! and will come to greet u at the door kind :)

oh, i am still not used to being a student again. :( fyp sucks, its F_cking Yucky Project. haha i had to google 'words with y' to thk of YUCKY. crappy.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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