a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Saturday, August 09, 2008 11:32 PM

counting down to being old

well, its about 30 mins or less to my birthday,
my 16th... (actually my 22nd la.. when will i stop self deluding huh)
every year my self delusion gets more exaggerated cuz every year the gap between the self proclaimed sweet 16 and my real age gets bigger haha
i miss my 21st bday leh
like siting just mentioned, time flies, one year ago we were having fun at my chalet
rmb going there earlier with her, mk, wx, leemei and xiaohui to setup
and then the food and cake arrived
then slowly my friends came and we took many many photos!!
and then it was like my big day and i was the star like that
i wanna be 21 again!!!! big sigh...
一个人只能曾经21岁吗。

i dont want to be 22!
somehow this year i dont feel much for my bday like somehow it has lost some special feel
dont know why
i used to look forward to it alot
but maybe my practical bf's thking that bday is just another day, has influenced me hahah
or maybe i dont like to grow old
so gradually i wont thk that my bday is anything 'fun' liao cuz it means growing older.
when i was 16, 17, 18, i loved every single day of end july and beginning of august cuz i will always countdown in my diary the days left to 10th aug..
but the past 2 yrs, i was either too busy or just dont have this habit to countdown le..
but oh well, let me wish myself HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!
hope that from now onwards, the one i celebrate my birthday with (if i will still celebrate it year after year), will always remain the same guy.
and of cuz with my dearest good friends who will nv fail to rmb my bday. esp DODO right:)

and i wish that i will become wiser, and change for the better, thk more for future and get a good honors (so i can get my tattoo lol) and a good satisfying and well paying job wahhaha...
so many wishes right. oh and to remain youthful, slim, pretty, rich, smart, healthy and cute and most importantly, sweet 16 forever (note that i used the word 'remain' HAHAH thick skinned :P)

okay i promise to blog abt my taiwan trip next week
looking forward to sushi tei tml! yay...
after the past 4 years celebrating my bday with him, tml is like a 'new' bday experience for me... and i hope it will remain so.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

Labels: birthdays, growing up