a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Sunday, May 04, 2008 7:38 PM

my pent up emotions!!

i think one day i will die of high blood pressure or age very fast because there exists in Singapore, very very very stupid and unreasonable customers.

its not the 1st time somemore, i can recognise some of the repeat offenders
just because u want to buy ONE item ONLY doesnt mean u dont have to queue up
pls use ur eyes and see that there are 10 ppl all possibly queuing to buy ONE item ONLY too! so give me 1 gd reason why i shd serve u first, unless you tell me u are buying a drink from me bcuz some1 is dying of thirst or ur hse catch fire n u need to use the water to put out the fire. if not jolly well Q-U-E-U-E and stop freaking INSIST and INSIST and INSIST that i serve you! do u not understand English/chinese/hokkien, all of which i can use to tell u N-O NO!!!

and also use your eyes to see that there are a zillion people waiting for me and pls auto self service and dont cut queue! this is not a restaurant theres no service charge. and if everyone acts like you, wah den i damn busy. (thats what i told the uncle today! he just kept quiet) and i also scolded off the woman who insist i sell her first cuz she is only buying ONE item, cuz she did this before. end up she left without buying but who wants to earn her measly money anyway!! (unless u tell me u buying $100 stuff then maybe u can order from me first la hahaha) i thk nx time i shd just ignore them let them stand there forever and serve everyone who is queuing.

not only that, there are customers who just keep asking u the same questions when u already tell them no more stock, or we dont sell it in that form, and they just keep asking as if trying to persuade u or they thk u are bluffing them!!! wtf i hate repeating myself stop asking me! my mother ask me why i get so angry with these people but i just cannot stand such inconsiderate/foolish people. its just grrr super test my patience. and yeah i totally know i cant work in customer service. i will scream at the customer hahah. but dont care this is my shop and i work based on my law that people must queue.

these are just some egs of annoying customers. i must learn to control though if not i will age!

btw i think i am suffering from back pain. i've been waking up with pain/ache ard my waist and very stiff shoulders. is it cuz of the chair at office? too much sitting and typing at computer? i so need a massage everyday!! (who wants to volunteer? hehe)

the long weekend i had was fab. but time flew and now is back to reality. sometimes i regret saying i wanna extend my internship cuz i also wanna rest and slack and this is my last long holidays before i grad. but then again i also wanna experience more. trade offs ahhh.. although there was a unhappy stupid quarrel that was kinda my fault plus a miscommunication + his use of wrong words + my use of the f word that i stunned both myself and him, i think it made our relationship stronger as well. after that, we were both very happy again! haha. time with darling is never enough. i hope we will always feel this way for each other.

tuesday shuenyun is coming back, i very blur arrange to meet her that day when we gg to have steamboat in hall. sigh. so much to do so little time! now that its only 1 day before she will be back in sg, i suddenly can empathise with her when she say she has mixed feelings and is sad abt leaving kingston. if its me, i will be feeling sad too after such a gd time overseas and lots of freeeeedom!! i cld have been like her too! why din they let me go to korea??? i still feel quite sad and wasted. i just wanted to get away for 2 mths too, be a free bird, let go of all my workloads. (if i had gotten gss, i guess i wld have had to quit my sunday job also. but i m still holding on. sometimes i m amazed at my own endurance. haha, esp now they blocked msn time crawls.. its interesting to see how long i can cont to hold on)

and i m so honored because i saw this on shuen's last post before she's back:
(anyway only sh has the power to make me roll my eyes NON STOP her jokes are really cold))!!
i m really happy u are gg to be back! i miss ur company alot!! for the past few mths, i cldnt sms u when i wanted to share my feelings and now i cannot sms wx as and when. tradeoff again...

sometimes when i try to recall the past, i find that i cannot really rmb anymore. its so weird huh, isit my memory is bad or isit natural to forget? it all becomes like question marks and jigsaw puzzles that are missing one piece or two. everything is so surreal at times. i just din imagine i wld be attached n feeling all these way having some1 to care and love me deep deep. but maybe darling is right, must learn to 'fang xia' and not think/worry abt all the things i think abt..

to give someone your heart and soul and your everything without fearing that you will get hurt or that person will leave u one day. that is the best way to love someone. but how many of us can really attain that? i am trying, very hard. the more u treasure someone the more afraid u are sometimes to lose what u have. no one likes to be shattered. but if we hold back then we will never feel the true bliss of what we can give/receive.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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