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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 5:39 PM

some things never stop haunting

i am stressed!! about my internship report which is due 1 mth later and i have no idea how to write 2000-5000 words. i haven even crapped out my elogbook for this book. seriously after the 4th mth here theres only so much u can say or paraphrase so u dont sound like u are repeating haha..

2 more weeks and i will be going on my 1st date of 2008!!! so anticipating!! its with shuenyun la 6th may okay, i am honored to be the first one. haha. we were talking abt Brazilian wax + pedicure + durian puffs + charles & keith + chewy junior. its just funny how we can talk nonstop like hyperventilating.

yesterday i watched Hitman at darling's house. its quite a exciting movie and the plot is good just that its confusing for me cuz they speak damn fast sometimes. the actor
timothy olyphant is hot leh, he is 40 years old but still look like that. he looks better botak! haha. i would have thought he is 32 or something. reminds me of the wentworth miller.



and just to satisfy my window shopping needs. plus some things just look better online than in real. esp white clothes. so i shall seek to not buy anymore clothes.


the panda bikini very cute right! haha. the nose is so strategically placed. but why the panda look so gloomy??


and this skirt from f21 is very cute. just that i dont know if xs will be too small. so i keep waiting till theres no more so i can tell myself orh too bad! haha. this is how i can curb my spending.

sometimes i wonder whether i am really too hard on myself. i know i am a very pessimistic person, and especially cynical after everything that has happened in my 22 years. there are some things i cant change and there are some things i dont want to dig up again. things that i want to put to rest and forget about but sometimes its not as easy to just pretend they nv happened or existed. its just like results slip. u can never change that B to an A. its fixed and written in black & white. on record.

anyway just for record, i deleted all smses that no longer carry the same meaning. last week. and also those smses that i typed to myself when i was feeling really down. some had swear words like 'why do i fucking hell still care.' one last read and feeling like i wont be bothered if they dont exist in my hp. its a bunch of sweet memories that has no significance anymore. why wld u want to read a sms that says someone love u when he doesnt anymore? i am starting on a clean clean slate. anyhow there are other memories i will rmb him by.

Amy Winehouse - back to black
We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to black

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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