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~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)


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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 1:59 PM

its times like these that i seem distanced



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l27_6jBq-RE&feature=related

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

this song is sad and so filled with emotion. somehow it reminds me of a friend i was close to a few months ago. and it so happened that i came across this song and i realised that his nick - Goodbye, my hopeless dream - was from this song also. i wonder what/who he is refering to. the song is quite apt. but sometimes i feel a little sad; was i wrong? why is he so cold now; i want to tell him 'see i told u this day would come. no matter how much a guy says he love u, at one point if its not reciprocated, he will stop.' back then he said he wont stop (easily) but then again i guess its true la, it will be selfish and lame to expect him to what continue it for another 2 years wasting his time...

but i dont know if hes acting this way because hes really over (if then it kinda proves myself right that guys only get close to u if they are after you, and the friendship fades after feelings are gone), or hes acting this way because theres no other route anyway. was it because i made it so clear that he finally accepted? why do things always have to be so black and white. either friends or lovers. as i grow older, i m starting to feel that the idea of platonic friends (very good platonic friends) is just an ideal and perfect in theory. but in practice, its too hard to draw the lines. i thought i knew him well enough but now i wonder if he was just another one whose words are empty.

some endings are just abrupt, its just as if u drive route A to work everyday but one day u find out that they closed the road and now on u have to take another. and that road is closed forever. maybe thats why i never really like the word 'forever' - it is too permanent and we all know most permanent things are no good. like death, like love turned stale, people dont cherish forever. they take it for granted. only treasure the temporary nature of it on hindsight.

i am a thinker, and i over analyse things. but sometimes it feels really good to put pen feelings on paper.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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