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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:19 AM


its such a coincidence again, just like that time i blogged abt how i will react if he contacts me, and he suddenly did the next day
and yesterday i was just saying how 'things happen'
and then i woke up this morning and saw the ex's 2 smses
he went 'u got bf already ah.. really congrats'. and the second one was asking if i was at home or at hall
so i replied i was at home
and he said i was avoiding his question.. (what question was there?? he already knows what!)
then subsequently he asked me for this blog again, cuz he want to know whats gg on in my life, which i said no to
and he said he want to meet me to talk face to face in hall
i told him can talk on msn and he said 'u know hw i feel abt msn..'
he wanted to talk about 'whats happening' (like huh?)
and said 'remember we said tt we'll talk when we found someone new?' (i was thinking, u rmb any promise meh....)
and he asked how long we are tog, how i know him, etc
damn i forgot to just use two words, the words he used when i asked him back then - 'things happen'..
stupid me.
really atrocious...
then i said i am not gg back hall anytime soon then he went nvm la good luck
seriously he shd change his friendster and stop being single, and take our photos down.
i dont want others to misunderstand.

but it is also through this incident that i realise how determined i can be..
i was just thinking 'i am happy now, can you please get out of my life'
we can be friends but its not time yet and the tone he was using just reminds me of the last time he said 'dont bluff i can already know ur tots...' to me.
pisses me off
please dont act like we still really understand or know each other
cuz i dont know u like before, and vice versa
i have nothing to say to him
just like he once said he has nth to say to me
how time turns the tide
maybe i am feeling this way because i still rmb what i went through

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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