a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

Hit Counters

:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, April 24, 2008 12:05 PM

Hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption

Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

i am angry!!!!
cuz i got a freaking big pimple!
though its not like last time jc the damn freaking gigantic and obvious one on my cheek (wenxin will rmb this! haha)
its still big and its painful
i want it to burst but its painful when i squeeze
how how

its a few more days before my roomie leaves for japan :(
two more days before i move out of hall
with the envisaged time table nx sem i thk even if i dont stay hall i can survive
but living in hall still has its perks
late nights and freedom and friends
but then again i really think hall life wont be ever the same anymore after we say gdbye to the year 4s. i will miss them, no more bday celebrations and hall events with them
i also hardly saw them this sem so it feels like i never get to hang out with them for the last time!
i still rmb we were playing vball outside vincez room and always visiting yi zhi's rabbits last sem and yinjie carried the rabbit he/she pee-ed!! ahha all of us were jumping away..
and so many people are also leaving singapore... yinjie going china for 2 years (did u still apply for room? then PJ roomie with who?) and victor also going to norway..... so sad!!

in life, changes are the only constant
very soon it will be my turn to leave ntu
so fast; it seems just yesterday that i stepped into this big compound
took 179 to sch of comm and info to take the test and interview
and then took 199 to hall 12 getting my 1st room 06-1211 with wenxin.
its as if someone took a remote control fast forward everything
and now my life is the way it is.
so so so much has happened and some things never went the way i expected
maybe this is how life is
throw u surprises and only on hindsight will u feel like u have grown from the experiences

-edit-: my supervisor just said she confirmed with those mo mo ren that its okay for me to extend my internship despite my holiday plan! haha. though this means i have no holidays but oh well, its trade off. and she also said "1 year later pls consider us ah" hahaha.. not they consider me, but i consider them? acty i would really love to come back here cuz the culture n environment all seems good, and their employment benefits are great too; long xmas holidays whereby the office close for 2 weeks, and they have insurance and stuff.

but one year is still a 'long' time and they haven never hire fresh grads before, so pay-wise i dont know what they might offer. but if everything is fine i wld love to go back DB! it would be a gd place for me to start from. it just makes me happy that at least i am having such an offer cuz it shows that they find me useful. lol. skully one year later the management change and no1 rmbs this offer. wahah.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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