a moment to remember

~songs in my head~

没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, March 13, 2008 5:04 PM

its hurts.. to laugh so much.

although yesterday was 12th march, but i had an enjoyable, really happy 12th
and its such a great feeling that there are no more bad things occuring on 12th (i broke free from the curse!!)

i had dinner with roland, elsa, ruifang, kevin, victor and pinjie.. and wah they very gross la...
started this 'head' topic cuz roland and elsa feeding each other sausages.. then the guys started asking whether they could have the head.. and then ermm all the funny weird things we said that made no sense.. then we keep saying must draw a line between those sane and those weird one.. then we talking about what victor like to smell armpits, and he said 'armpit only' then i laughed until very very painful in my abdomen lah... like doing sit ups... its been so so long since i laughed until it hurts la.. felt very happy... miss those nonsensical dinner times with them!

hmm yesterday i went to meet N and then well, it was quite alright, not that awkward, it was an interesting learning session i guess.. although i realise it was kind of strange to dig out the past to tell someone again. and some things like those in sec 4 i kinda forgot already. makes me realise sometimes its just human to forget (due to age, and so much new memories that our brain got no more space for), and i shdnt fault anyone if they were to forget like 40% of the shared memories after 5 yrs.

i had a queer but not really sad feeling. but it was abit tiring to feel like "must i go through all these again?" and there is a bit of inability to trust and open up.. maybe its just my skepticism (towards guys) acting up. and my inbuilt self-defense and fortress begin to spread their wings hahaha... but well, whatever will happen, just let them happen la.. then see how to deal with them.. if not its okay too. i guess i am slowly understanding what the phrase 'things happen' could mean. without reason or logic, sometimes you just meet pple and 'things happen' beyond your control/imagined speed.

and just now i saw the photo that made me very sad abt 1 mth ago?? but somehow i dont feel the same way anymore seeing it. its just like 'oh okay, its not new.. and i have my own life to go on'.. :)

i forgot to mention something funny that day at siting's house
wat happened was she never believed me when i said i had big hips too, all the times she complained about how a certain dress wont look gd on her cuz of her self-exaggerated hip problem...
then that time at her hse i was trying one of her clothes and then she went "wahh i realise u really got bigger hips than i thought"
hahah that time i laughed like mad...
shes finally enlightened hahaha...
it was such a funny scene...

i guess, indeed, i was right that things would be looking up after feb29 hahah... its the leap year again! even if everything were to remain like this for the rest of the yr, i will be contended and it will be a happy 2008 i guess. i have wasted 2 mths being unhappy, but i still have like 9 months to make it a happy year. whee....

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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