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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Saturday, September 22, 2007 8:22 PM

Saturday night alone at home

I'm super bored, and feeling restless
hungry but no one to eat with
Spending saturday at this time alone at home...
is so not like my schedule
it makes me realise,
how dependent i have allowed myself to be
and it makes me scared
when i think of spending all my saturdays like this

i need to study
but, i dont know
next sem will be internship already
soon i will be graduating and have to pay off my debts
i think i should start planning more for the future
rather than keep living for the moment
here i am, 21, but none the wiser
what would my first job be?
where would it be?
how much would i earn?
i wish i knew...

i'm just putting on a strong front, 自欺欺人。。。
i want to remember the old days, but even more so, i want the days ahead to have reasons for me to remember them too..

Signing off,
no more ink.

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