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~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)


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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Monday, March 05, 2007 9:12 PM

a sweet feeling

today, i had a sudden realization.
it was the realization that i will feel more motivated to study if the person who accompanies me to study has to study/do tutorial and assignments too.
i think back to the days when we were studying together for A' levels..
they brought back good memories..
i dont even rmb the hard work studying..
i just rmb the atmosphere, the music we were listening to, the company i had..
at that moment, i could visualize us studying again..
visualize myself being more motivated to study because misery loves company..
and i think it will be a more enjoyable process than to study alone..

then, we went to psychology together because he had some time to kill.. and i had no friends to go with.. i dont know how to describe the feeling, but it just feel very sweet to walk around in school together, to share lunch together at can B, to drive to school together, even though he is not officially a student yet. it was nice to sit beside him in lecture, and he paid more attention than me (cuz i was doing my drama assignment).. i hope we can take a elective together next time.. it is like a dream come true - to have him as my classmate, even if it was just one lesson.

but sometimes, i think i forget this is a school. and my affections will somehow slip out. maybe its because we dont wear uniforms, and there are no teachers around.. it seems like a public place instead.. well, at least i managed to stop myself from shocking my lecture mates.. but sometimes its easy to be oblivious to things and people around you.

yesterday before leaving the house, i had a rather big fight with my sister and mother about 'why-nobody-go-pay-bills?'.. it really pissed me off alot, and i left the house with tears.. i cant stand my sister sometimes.. i swear if she is not my sister, i will never befriend her.. i hate being accused, and i hate people who backstab me when i m keeping ur secrets for you. what an ass. and yet i still feel guilty, for what, only God knows. haiz..

Signing off,
no more ink.

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