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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 4:14 PM

(old post) to sew and mend torn edges

let me bitch. need to get things out of my system.
number 1. i dont know why but i am starting to feel like i am becoming one of those interns who dont learn anything, and are only tasked to do 'leftover' stuff that no one wants to do, or are too busy to do themselves. one very good example. i was asked to edit this quote, and after the briefing, i realised all i had to do was to delete 2 paragraphs and make minor changes to it. and i was like thinking, why dont she do it herself? i mean, the time she used to tell me about it, she would have finished doing whatever i did. i took like 3 minutes at most??? very strange right. at least give me some challenging tasks if you want to make use of me. not something that
a. i dont know what project
b. i dont learn a single thing
c. i am just doing whatever you asked blindly

i dont mind having to source for imagery even though it can feel senseless, i dont mind redoing everything cuz the client keeps changing their minds, blah blah. but it has become such a cycle. that i am doing things that are just for 'one single time' and then i never get to know the progress of the project, or what i am doing these for. its just shitty, because i feel stale and underachieving. i feel like i am doing admin that any tom/dick/harry can do. i really dont like this feeling of being just a domestic helper, feel abit useless.

lousy mood today.

goodbye or see you,
I'll be your best kept secret or your biggest mistake.

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