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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Sunday, April 08, 2007 4:20 PM

so strange

sometimes, you will see things that were not meant for you to see.
it hurt like hell
but i think it was meant to be that way
for me to see.
i dont know why i always run away
it was very sudden i think but maybe i really thot that would be the solution to end the pain that i thought was going away
if it had ended the way i thot it would, i dont know if i would have any energy to go on.
sometimes, a mutual goodbye is the saddest way to say goodbye too.

but life is funny in that way, because in the end, something unbelievable happened. something i have been dreaming of for the longest time. but somehow, maybe i am not really used to it, maybe i still dont really believe that i got what i wanted, maybe i think that was still just an external representation of the real thing i want, maybe its cuz i still cannot forgive myself, which maybe is the biggest hurdle of all...

and all these on the Saturday after Good Friday. Seems like all of God's plan. somehow i just feel that way.

Signing off,
no more ink.

0 wore their hearts on their sleeves

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