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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Friday, March 30, 2007 2:57 AM

soooooooo busy

i guess i have never felt this way
too busy to blog
now i sacrifice my sleep time to blog
and i also feel amazed i didnt feel sleepy for the past few days.
too scared to sleep
damn workload

i am irritated with my sickness. refuses to go away.
i feel nauseous everynite, puke but all saliva.
kyon ask me "are u pregnant?" (and a few other people) and then "why you never borrow (condoms) from me?" -__-
haha. now we all know kyon's secret.

everything's alright now. am really glad. can feel the burden lift and my spirits up again. its almost like just a nightmare. if i treat it as one, maybe i wont remember it. maybe the friendship is strengthed.

just finished filming. and i almost had a heart attack just now, and my morale just sank when alicia told me we need to write a 40-50 page script. i was SPEECHLESS. a numb feeling of fear. and i think the deadline is the week before exam. just 1 week to study for exams, i already feel its not enough. but now, i just feel paralysed with fear. still have website, video editing and 20 page marketing report. others are studying for exams, i am still doing/starting assignments. when i study for exams, it will be the 1st time i am reading through my notes and textbooks. great.

i made a decision. and i believe that decision is not a hasty one. and of cuz i hope i wont regret because it took alot of courage for me to step out of my comfort zone and realise that i should take a critical look at my future, the next 2 years and practicality. in the end, i chose practicality, but not because i gave up on my passion. but my passion cannot be shaped by JP either, its not the direction i want to head for. so PPC it is. i feel a teeny weeny sad to give up JP, just cuz i like some modules, but i think, i really dont wanna be a journalist.

tomorrow, i am escaping to a little haven while doing my marketing report. hope all goes well. (meaning i can finish my work)

last but not least, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, dearest oioi! :) i miss u lots.. rmb we used to go to conrad hotel on ur bday..those were the days...u take care k?

Signing off,
no more ink.

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