~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Thursday, March 01, 2007 3:28 PM
my addictions & dream jobss suddenly i am addicted to: online shopping for presents (so much easier and more prettier stuff) online window (quite an apt term, since i use windows not mac! haha) shopping lip glosses (used to hate them) tops that could double up as dresses fashion montages on blog templates and because of all these, i think it will be heavenly if i could be: a makeup spokesperson (because apparently kelly poon had alot of maybelline makeup thrown at her..) a model (because they always get to wear the nicest clothes or the strangest clothes but no1 complains they are ugly) a fashion stylist/shopper (because then i can get to buy all the fashionable stuff before anyone else) a rich girl so that i could buy the stuff i wan and then sell off those i dont want to other people who are hopelessly addicted like me now i think still got alot lah.. and in a way, call me siao, but i am happy that there are so many frens' bday tis march, cuz then i get an excuse to online window shop. hah! also, i noticed that it is kinda dangerous at times because it is so much easier to impulse shop online when i am feeling down, or sometimes happy. its like theres always a reason to try to convince myself that i shd buy something. but most of the times i still remain rational lah, i just waste time online window shopping.. lucky i am not such a impulse buyer in real-time shopping.. yesterday was quite an awful day, really felt very sad.. when i woke up today, i wished that everything was a big and long nightmare.. but the memories were so clear in my head.. i wished i didnt recall them.. bcuz i will try to reason again.. but its probably no use trying to understand why, or how. while trying to move forward, i still cant escape from them. its a long term effect thing i think. all the fears and what-ifs.. there are many concerns on my side.. its like as if things can nv be the same anymore.. maybe one day, we would have to give up and then feel like fools for trying to make things work.. i duno.. but well, at least things are okay now. maybe i am expecting it to go away too quickly as wx said. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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