~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Sunday, January 28, 2007 5:18 PM
Everytime i go for a wedding dinner a few things always happen: I get very bored because the whole table is old/middle-aged people whom i have nothing to talk about with. I start to get marriage phobia and will think "How can anyone be so sure that that's the right person they are marrying?" although I usually believe more in putting in efforts rather than waiting for something as unreliable and vague as the RIGHT one. I also get very excited and want to get married too.. because i want to look pretty and outshine everyone else. haha.. then it goes back to the 2nd stage where i think marriage is a little scary.. as in getting married is easy, but staying married?? Yesterday's dinner was really just dinner. It is really very boring to go to such boring wedding dinners leh. it was just eat, eat and eat. no programs nothing.. So i thought to myself, next time i wouldnt want such a dinner. i would want one that has a lively and fun atmosphere, with an entertaining emcee... yesterday's emcee was reading from a script of standard wedding Chinese sayings (eg: Please rise as we welcome the couple in.. Please rise to toast the couple..) and I never understand why there are so little young people at weddings either. I always feel oddly left out. It is at these moments i wish i was older, or look older.. but most of the time, i feel glad to look less than my age.. so that i wont age too fast!! hehe.. But the world is sometimes quite small too. Turned out that the bride's brother's gf was this girl from NTU who look like Da S. (i thk 99% is her ba) but she dont really look like her yest.. ... err well so if they marry each other nx time, she will be my distant relative... haha.. anyway, the guy v tall reminds me of my brother, and both of them are from hall 3.. hmm its kinda weird to think that u may have walked past a few people not knowing that they are ur distant relatives! (he's my mother's cousin's son) oh, i got my pay le.. and i want to go shopping leh.. but dont know got time or not.. sigh.. all the canvassing coming up, and mid-term is in 2 more weeks.. but strangely, i still feel as if sch started not long ago.. tis sem seems quite fast cuz it will be v day + cny + mid term break (holidays!!) soon... i still have no idea what to do for my 21st bday.. maybe i will do nothing. kinda strange cuz since i was 16, i always look forward to my 21st bday, throw a chalet invite everyone that kinda thing.. but now i reach this period, i start to think "is 21 really that big deal??" chalet or not, it is still just another birthday right? although my bday is my fav day of any year, but still, i have some personal reasons that make me reluctant to do anything big or special for my 21st... maybe a quiet nice dinner would be good enough.. as they (the older pple) like to say - "why do you want to announce so loudly that u are OLDER by another year again??" hahaha.. and i am already having a headache thinking what sort of presents would make a good 21st bday for my good frens.. i thk a wishlist would help us all.. haha.. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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