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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Friday, November 03, 2006 11:26 AM

random thoughts.

Sometimes i cant bear to read wat i write.
not talking about academic writing.
more like diary entries and blog archives
they make me cringe sometimes
not becuz of the style or whatever
but the content
to remb bad things is not a very comfortable feeling
yet sometimes i feel i need to confront myself with that reality
to remind myself that things are not erased as easily as with a duster on a blackboard.

tomorrow is THE day.
rachel is leaving.
i... just feel so... uncertain.. and sad...
like wat caddie wrote in her blog,
i wonder when i will nx see her,
how many more times will i get to c her,
and whether anot i can even get to meet her alone anymore in this lifetime.
since every1 will wan to meet her if she does come back.
and tho she said she wanna come back to Singapore to stay here nx time,
when is the next time, or whether its really going to be so, is also a question.
by then, maybe she will come back with 2 ang moh kids in tow. wahah..
with blue sparkling eyes, yeah..
nevertheless, there is such a thing called technology..
maybe i cld buy a webcam so can communicate w her..
but anyway, wishing her all the best in her new home.
and maybe i can visit her when i get to go Sans Francisco someday.

btw, i had a scary dream! i dreamt that i have 201 and another exam on same day. (currently, its 201 and forensic tog). but then in d dream, the bates guy announce in edventure that the forensic sci exam is changed to on this day that i have 2 exams cuz the previous date, there were alot of people who complained they have many exams or watever. so i was like WTH! i have 3 exams in 1 day? 9-1, 1-3, 5-7?? i was like ohhhh noooooooooo.... and the 1st ting on my mind when i woke was, "is this a dream? shd i go edventure check?"

see, exam stress getting to me. haha.. think i mite change my blog in dec.. seems like every hol i do sth to it.. but livejournal seems nt bad, cuz u can actually make ur entries private, public or visible to friends only. the thing is i dn wan to 'leave' my current blog cuz it has a long history!

and i realize i will be 21 years old next year.. omg, its 5 years since like i tot i cld never fall for some1 else again, haha, how silly that thot was. and its just freaking scary if u think tis way: 5 years is half a decade. 5 years since PRSS days, the days i wore my green uniform, and sat beside the bookshop during recess, and always ran to school. my poor sec sch has been renovated.. haiz, still rmb the last time i went to visit the building, it was so full of memories, of fondness yet sadness..

life is going too fast!

Signing off,
no more ink.

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