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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 7:15 PM

saying goodbye to...

2nd upper honors
As and Bs in my year 2 sem 1 result slip
my dreams
my highly sought after major

my heart is shattered.

the one thing that i have learnt best and painfully thru university is this:
the time and efforts you put in is not equivalent or even proportionate to the grades you get.

i feel f***ed up right now.
i feel soooo stressed, with the many deadlines weighing on me, and knowing i am going to spend alot of time doing them, yet not getting the fruits of labor.

its really really hard not to feel so discouraged.

i am really really trying to say "no point crying over spilt milk" like i usu tell myself
and i want to know what i can do about the spilt milk
so i can move on and try to change wat i can
but it really seems like things are so fixed
that there is really nothing to do anymore

i'm just left with a burdened heart, fearing to see my results at the end of this sem.
God help me.

Signing off,
no more ink.

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