~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 1:25 AM
thought of the day: is it easier to say through words or express through affections? a few incidents that happened today (not to me, or on me) suddenly made me ponder upon the above.. its like as a friend, should i express and offer comfort thru words such as Dont be so sad.. (which i sometimes feel is redundant cuz its not so easy to not be sad) or should i just reach out to hug the person and make them feel better? dunno why it was much harder to do the second.. its not as if we are not close.. in fact, i feel v comfortable talking to her tho i may not know her for v long.. but maybe i just din noe hw others mite react if u try to give them a hug.. haha.. i mean, some ppl may b very stiff.. and it makes it feel awkward.. yet some other frens, u can just hug and squeeze them without hesitation (at tis pt, i think of jia'en and rachel) haha.. seems like so much has happened recently. got to know a v v v sad piece of news.. sort of confirmed the news rather, since i all along knew it.. only a matter of when its gg to happen. i will surely really miss that friend.. i was really so sad and depressed aft tt.. all the tears just flowed out plus tears for other matters.. or maybe PMS.. ya, and den i suddenly felt transported back into that time after FOC ended, and i was alone in the room v sad also. erm yah and cried tt time too. so it made me feel worse that nite.. all the bad memories seem to come back to haunt me.. and still rmb siting caught me with red eyes tt nite.. haha.. strange tt i m mentioning names, yet not mentioning names. (ignore this. i just find it very amusing and ironic) anyway its been quite sometime since i had time to blog. last sat i finally did go for DND, and i must say i didnt regret la.. cuz i won the lucky draw for the 1st tme in my 20 years! haha.. jk la, it was cuz of the chance to gather with the foc people, and csbs (- shuhui) and many others too, and see everyone all dressed up for the occasion. anyway my lucky draw no. was 8139.. and it was so funny cuz just a few secs b4 tat, i was telling jiahong if i win lucky draw i will scream lor! den the next ting i heard was 8139. den i was abit lagging, and thking 'hey that sounds familar', and den the next thing i knew, a loud yep (scream sounds as if i m in some crime show) escaped my mouth. so embarrassing and unglam i know. but well, it just happened too quickly. haha. i was so excited and happy to go on stage to collect my prize that i just hold on to prof jessie's hand w/o realizing we're supposed to take a photo tog. so the excited me had my back to the photographer 3/4 of the time; think they must all have been exasperated with me! and i think white wine taste better than red wine! i want to go develop all my photos soon, including those at sentosa! :P btw, i m quite sad cuz i dropped my phone just nw. my 1-mth-plus-old hp.. sad.. din noe wx's keys were intertwined with the strap on my hp, so i pulled the keys, and next ting i noe, the hp was under wx's bed.. wa flew so far.. it hung for awhile.. hope this fall wont cause another future problems.. alot of assignments man.. one presentation next monday, one assignment due tis friday, another 1 due in 2 more weeks, and 1 more new one also due 2 weeks later! wow. i have my hands full. not counting the quizzes.. and midterm.. argh.. hope midterm quizzes are after the recess week. such a long day today, 830 to 630 full of lessons.. den hurried lunch and dinner and then went to mac lab to do 226 assignment due tis friday.. speaking of 226, my tutor is publishing a book, and he asked us to help him proof read for any mistakes during tutorial. i spotted one small punctuation mistake by luck (just whether the fullstop is outside " or inside.) and i won myself his book that will have his signature. okay i noe he is not any stars (refering to those idols, singers, actors etc) but i admire his work, his attitude, and like his teaching style. and the book is worth $100, so i really dont mind getting the book to see see look look. haha. oh, and yest $10 dropped from heaven! i mean literally. God answered my prayer for money! haha.. Thank God cuz I found $10 out of nowhere just outside my door. how lucky is tat? i was v happy.. haha.. my updates are rather not in chronological order cuz i just type wat i remember had happened to me.. haha.. think thats abt it.. duno will have time to blog so often anot. feel like tis sem is passing super super fast leh.. gg to be recess le.. super strange! i want to escape, and put down everything, but the irony is i also find myself wanting to return to wat i want to run away from. i guess the explanation is passion, and love. For people you love, for things you love and want to do and achieve. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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