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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, September 28, 2006 3:46 AM

its just so hard to forgive yourself sometimes.

i really hate this feeling inside me.
i wanted so much to tell someone how i feel.
but i dont know how to say.
how do i explain why i feel so terrible,
that i wish to rip everything so the memories dont stay.
its so awful,
realizing i cant forget what i want to forget,
this regret is almost topping over,
its at boiling point,
and i find myself unable to console myself,
unable to forgive myself.
if only its as simple as slapping yourself and then move on.
if only.
i dont know if things are really normal.
i dont know if they can be.
i hope i m not naive in hoping.
sigh.. what utter crap feeling.

Signing off,
no more ink.

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