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~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.

But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you.

I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah

~ MOTTO ~
:: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. ::

~ THOUGHTS ~
By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28)

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

"God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21)

"I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11)


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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Thursday, August 24, 2006 1:32 PM

such a warm day today.

maybe i shdnt keep hoping or saying that i hope for no more nightmares.. cuz it din work again.. well i wnt say they are really nightmares la, but sometimes i just dream too much, and it can get quite sickening.. tiring.. confusing.. cuz i wake up thking wat the hell was that abt, or sometimes even who did i dream of? and tho they are just dreams, but physically i feel as if i really did every action and said everything for real.. wake up feeling so drained..even tho i fell asleep at 12 plus yest..with the lights on.. i finally woke up to off everything at 3.53 am and without bothering to brush my teeth, i fell back to dreamland.. haha.. so gross i noe..

hearing so much tings and 'whispering' talk abt jcrc election, campaigning and rallying these days make me feel sian n tired even tho i m nt even involved. haha. but i just feel for those who are.. it seems so messy.. all the more i m feeling like i wanna get away fr hall, nt tt i thk tt ccas outside of hall wld be much better.. but i guess i m experiencing abit of fatigue abt such tings.. cuz it reveals the ugly side of humans.. even btween frens..

maybe i was too naive all along when i tot tt friends are always - naturally - loyal and supportive of one another.. hmm, but maybe its still possible. just nt with everyone.. cuz yest with the old fren of mine, i feel as if i cld tell her everyting that has happened, or anything, and not be judged.. as she told me her abt her life while i was 'away' fr her, i din feel anyting either.. in d sense i din judge her thking like 'eee why u like tt?'. i just accepted tt this is her way of life, her choice, her decisions to lead her life in a certain way even tho it may be utterly different fr my life now.. cuz ppl change u see, last time i wld feel we were v similar in terms of thking and how our lives wld be heading.. but due to circumstances, and meeting new ppl, we all change, not necessarily in a good nor bad way.. but somehow despite all tt has changed, i still feel relived when i feel we can still be gd old frens telling each other everyting without fearing to be judged.. sometimes, all one wants is to to say watever's troubling him/her without others judging or asking them 'why?'; or for explanations tt they themselves mite nt be able to give.. ppl just want a listening ear..

anyway, so much time has passed so quickly that i am left in a whirl sometimes.. where are the pple when u nid them? and where is the time for urself when u want to be alone? maybe wat the lecturer said today was right. there is no dichotomy.. no black or white so simple.. that everything is in nuances.. so i m just in between black n white.. and it may nt even be gray.. haha.. dunno wat i m talking abt..

p.s: made the font bigger so can read better with tis color..

Signing off,
no more ink.

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