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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 11:56 PM

on changes and adapting

there seem to be changes in every aspect of one's life.
a certain decision that u made u may have originally tot was the best.
but it may turn out to be not so good.
such as the module INT210.
tot that was the perfect module to take.
but end up i had to stay for 3 hours not understanding anything.
a history of sound?
zzzzz
silence is music?
its tooooo abstract for me.
and yest was the last day for add/drop for NIE subjects
and i cldnt get forensic science so i added drama
then today there are new vacancies for forensic
arghhh almost wanted to punch the wall or sth
now still dunno can drop drama not
or can cope with 7 modules not
why why why
and forensic was the module i originally wanted b4 INT210 came into mind
but cldnt take cuz of 229
then i managed to change 229
and cld now add forensic
isnt it strange
how things can twist and turn
things that you cldnt have at first
end up being yours
yet some grass that looked green
wasnt that green after all?

so i guess the moral of the story is
one's gotta be more flexible
and ever ready for new changes
cuz things can be so unexpected
they are just hurled your way
and you got to grab onto them
and then accept and adapt
cuz things are just that way.

i am still really sad someone so impt forgot my bday! sigh.. guess that this is another change that i have to accept. things that u say today, may be so untrue and insignificant to you some years later, but sometimes they still remain somewhat meaninful to the people you said it to.

i am really trying to adapt back to school life, trying to pay attention in class.. its hard cuz i still am in the holiday slacking-nothing-to-do mood.. but i will cont trying.. i gotta.. i want my 2nd upper class.. now i thk abt it i thk besides journ, EBM seems to be better for me than PPC.. i used to thk i want to do PR.. but now i thk abt it, PR is sucking up to others.. with my character, i am nt that kind who can do so.. i cannot tolerate others v well.. if i dn like them, i mostly ignore them like wx say i bo hiew them.. so they may thk i hate them.. or v dao or wat..and dn bother talking to them nicely or create small talk.. (hate small talk anyway) then PR shd have v friendly, open, welcoming personality plus face.. so i fail le.. and PR people gotta suck up to journalists and media...i dn want to suck up to my peers in CS in 5 years time.. eee.. hahahhaa..

alrite, time for bed. haven done anything today.. hmmm.. nvm, tml will always be better rite?

Signing off,
no more ink.

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