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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Sunday, August 13, 2006 12:31 AM

i am just so tired.

guess what i just tot i din wan to happen has already happened.
things mostly go the way u dont want them to.
sometimes saying things out doesnt help matters.
others want u to tell them.
but then that cant change things.
i try asking myself what do i want?
and i just see a blank me staring back with alot of ??? floating around my head.
i am certain
yet i am confused.
i am scared too.
regrets seem too childish
since nothing can be changed.
but yet i so hate myself for losing control.
and now things are beyond my control.
should i still tell how i feel?
what i hope for?
there seems no one but me to battle this alone.
and even then the inevitable might still occur,
and history repeats itself.
what the hell.

i think i cld sleep forever, and anywhere, anytime. so piggy.

Signing off,

no more ink.

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