~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Monday, August 28, 2006 11:08 PM
am i being antisoc? i dunno why but i dont feel like theres any motivation to go dnd.. its like no push nor pull factors.. no incentives to attract me.. the 'i-m-not-going' intention i have seems to surprise alot of pple.. maybe i just cant be bothered to dress up and go for an event that i feel i have no connection with? i mean not like i noe anyone that i can support for.. so its kinda redundant for me to go and waste my time.. considering i have so much readings not done.. (yah wat m i doing here?) sidetrack.. was there some kind of lucky draw last year? will there be one this year? (just a sudden thot.. altho i nv win at such tings so its not a strong pull factor) hmm.. today talking to shuhui made me realize that maybe hall will start to feel very different and i guess, sian again.. she said sth abt probably not staying in hall for 3rd year.. 2 years is enuff.. it got me thinking.. how i will cope with all the diff frens & seniors leaving hall.. whether hall will be fun without them.. whether we will stay in contact.. maybe its always enthu for the 1st yr, den gradually pple just get behind the scene in hall.. slowly but surely fading out.. not joining any stuff and not going for any social events.. actually i have kinda alr start to feel that hall life is back to how it was for me in the previous sem.. at least the beginning of prev sem.. even if u live so close to others, u rarely talk. it may not be due to anything negative, just circumstances. everyone seems so busy, we haven had a proper dinner tog since sch started. and now is wat? like the 4th week already. and i forsee its going to be really impossible to have all 7 of us eating again.. its hard enuff to get just one person cuz our timetables are kinda different..so to get everyone for dinner will be quite a feat.. hence no nid to talk abt breakfast or lunch.. and since i cant get every1 to watch "break-up" i am going to catch it this wed le.. dont waste the free tickets.. haha.. i am slowly getting used to all these once again.. happy hall life came, and it went. (well, at least i tasted it before) its now back to realistic hall life.. hall's just a place to stay, its really just for convenience sake. 229 assignment is just a foreign language to me. i dunno what am i supposed to do really.. sigh.. tml is a long day..argh. hate tues sometimes.. maybe the only day i like is friday.. so hungry now.. maybe i will eat maggi again.. i really dont mind lor.. haah.. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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