~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Monday, July 17, 2006 1:13 PM
NOT thinking straight. i remember saying this a few weeks ago - that i have not cried for sometime and sometimes i wish there was something to cry about cuz it feels nice to just have tears rolling down ur cheeks uncontrollably instead of tolerating and bearing all pain and sadness inside you. but that time i forgot that precisely because the reason people cry is due to sadness and unhappiness, when u cry u wont even be thinking how nice it feels. rather all u feel is sadness and uncontrollable wishing that u werent feeling this way. i know because over the past 1 week, i have cried twice. and it wasnt the best feeling in the world. i hate it most when it happens cuz of a fight or argument. cuz i dunno isit cuz of anger or isit cuz of sadness. probably more of anger, cuz u start to wonder desperately how to make the other person understand your point o view, and how to stop this whole damn argument. yesterday it was cuz o something he said. it hurt, and then something weird happened. i kissed him and then tears started flowing out uncontrollably, really like non stop. and yet i refuse to stop kissing him. maybe it was the kiss that initiated the tears, or maybe it was that i was trying to stifle the tears and ban them from coming out by distracting myself. which however worked the opposite way cuz the more i kissed him, the more tears came out. till he was feeling so weird he stopped me, cuz he said it was wrong as i was feeling sad but doing that which doesnt tally. quite true. i dunno why i am so sensitive these days. i'm sorry baby if u thought i doubted u. but as i said, sometimes i feel v insecure n unconfident of myself. i'm sorry i hurt you with my words or actions too, but trust me i nv meant to reject you. lets just stay tog happily arite? and not worry too much about the future. and the next time i doubt ur love for me, just kiss me on my forehead, and i'll know for sure your answer. :) it will be nice if there's a tiara on top of my head.. haha.. :P the weekend was great. great food, great company. lots of things are fixed now, and really seem to be getting better for me. i know where to go, and i know what to do. somethings have been hidden within me for long enuff. its time to clean out the closet. i'm going to enjoy the rest of my holidays, try to go the places i want to go and eat the food i wanna eat. i am moving back to hall next week, and i m quite looking forward to finally getting my room. if theres any comfort that school is reopening, it is that at least i have friends in hall to tide me over. when sch reopens, i guess its back to MacDonalds for me haha. but now i am trying hard to find new places to go to study. places whr we can park there per entry and not worry about parking attendants. heh. never knew parking at Jurong pt was so exorbitant! worse than orchard road. its only sururban and so ulu and it dares to charge so high. gross. looking forward to dyeing my hair, and going to ikea tml!! 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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