~songs in my head~
没有地球太阳还是会绕.But I don’t care what they say. I’m in love with you. I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah ~ MOTTO ~ :: if you have tried your best, there's no need for regrets. :: ~ THOUGHTS ~ By ourselves we are too weak to hold our own even for a moment. "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God" (Romans 8:28) For what it's worth, it was worth all the while. "God has given, God has taken, blessed be the name of God" (Job 1:21) "I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.” (Jeremiah 29:11) Hit Counters |
:: juz taking a moment to remember ::
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 2:29 PM
minimal energy. seriously, being sick suckssss... i seem to be in perpertual comatose state. argghhh and i wasted my previous last sat sleeping!! cldnt go anywhere.. and he was stuck w me too.. but at least he was there for me.. cuz i din noe i had a fever of 39+ degrees celsius.. almost brain dead la.. so i went to his hse and slept while he use a cloth and super cold water to cool my face and body.. wahh it was so cold yet warm.. but v sweet like out of those ou xiang ju.. haha.. my wish to be taken care of when i'm sick has at least been fulfilled.. then on sunday, my mother forced me to c doctor.. until den, or shd i say whenever i m sick, the phrase 'go c doc' doesnt appear on my mind one till i m almost dying. haha. this time really v jialat.. until all my appetite is gone, i haven felt hungry since friday? haiz.. even one o my fav fruits durian smell pungent to me yesterday!! wah.. so sad.. and my mouth onli got bitter medicine taste.. until i bth go eat potato chips hahha.. oops.. well, yi du gong du ma.. eat abit only la.. now everyting taste so bland.. even i thk o my fav food also dn feel like eating.. and somehow the med cause me to go toilet one! sigh~ nvm! i will b back!! and eat all o my fav food and drinks.. feel so depressed wanna do alot o tings one lei as tis week is the 1st week i stopped working but damnit i fell sick.. so no energy.. today abit better.. but the medicine for runny nose cause drowsiness ma.. so its like have to eat 3 times a day.. i eat le have to sleep, wake up eat have to sleep.. efficiency v low.. somemore duno why the hell for the past 2 nites i have been hafing trouble slping!! keep waking and tossing ard.. and v sensitive to noise.. even my hp vibrate i also wake.. so nw i gotta put it away fr me when i slp.. haiz. so drowsy but cant slp.. weird! and v gross and scary lei.. i weigh like feathers now la.. lost 3 kg from tis sickness!! shitified.. i look normal la.. but its scary to c the numbers on the scale.. after recover must eat to put them back.. if nt like so anorexic.. :( on another note.. the past 2 dates were v interesting i noticed.. sunday was 9th.. it was a mth exactly from 9th June when i passed my driving test hehe.. and yesterday was the 10th.. a mth exactly from me turning 20. and then i look at calendar wow foc is just like 2 weeks + away! shittified suddenly.. i cannot imagine myself having to give instructions infront of all 80 freshies man.. faints.. 80 strangers.. n worse i scared things screw up.. weather etc.. so scary.. its coming! all tt we have done for the past yr. hmm.. tis thurs meeting clash w the outing w a04 girls.. hmm. try 2 go for both ba.. i gt tings to update lei.. excited abt the outing.. hope i will recover by tml man.. n hope all 6 o us will b able to make it.. has been eons since all o us can meet up.. with so little time left b4 sch n foc starts, i doubt i have time to do sometings i wana do, nor say sometings i wanna say.. shitified.. haha.. whr did tt word come fr i dunno man.. there are still so many tings i wanna do, eat, places i wanna go.. haiz.. someone extend the holidays pls.. i m reluctant to face new lecturers, schoolmates, projects, deadlines, etc.. and i must dunno how lar.. but find someway to save $$ le.. so when sch starts, i m gg to be on a real budget so i can go for my cruise at the end o the yr.. all cuz to get that colorful driving lic i've gt in my wallet.. my bank acc is now vv broke.. oh and 2 more weeks i can move back into hall le.. abit excited.. keep thking abt it.. yet abit scared.. not scared la i guess.. maybe errr.. nt used? cuz stay home for so long le.. i also dunno.. shrugs.. Signing off, no more ink. 0 wore their hearts on their sleeves <$BlogItemCommentCount$> Comments:<$BlogCommentBody$> By <$BlogCommentAuthor$>, at <$BlogCommentDateTime$> <$BlogCommentDeleteIcon$> |
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