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:: juz taking a moment to remember ::

Friday, June 30, 2006 4:11 PM

in a daze.

I have already known it, yet somehow I am not prepared for the shock and sadness that hit me when that person 'qing kou' tell me.. its as if I had tried to deny it or run away trying to pretend somehow its not true last time.. and now suddenly I find myself in a corner where I cant deny or think 'maybe its not..' anymore.. I feel as if I have no energy left suddenly..i m like in such a daze tt I feel unable to work.. I feel I guess more sad than shocked.. the first case was more shock cuz it was unexpected.. I am sad cuz I feel left out I guess.. its like years ago we always talk abt our future.. den suddenly, it has happened without me.. and this one also feel so sudden.. maybe cuz I feel as if time has remained at that year wher we left sch.. I feel so regret and guilty I seem to have cont my own life.. these neglect.. haiz.. or maybe I also did expected it might happen someday.. just that I din go think abt it, hoping I wont be right. but years ago, such things seem very distant and impossible. Now they are so close and real. I don't want to be in such a situation ever.. I just.. dun wish it to hear that it happens to someone again.. twice is enuff..

Signing off,
no more ink.

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